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Another office post! Heh :)

2012-01-20T10:27:00.000+08:00

Chinese New Year!!

LOL, first of all,

HAHA, All the meme faces can perfectly represent my feeling, at all times. Or rather, I’m 9gag-addicted. Blame it on my internship!

Eh, but why this meme? WHY? Aren’t you anticipating Chinese New Year? *Inner Monologue*
YES, WHY?! Purely because I feel Fugly.

Untrimmed brows
Undone Hairs, with no new hair dye/cut
Untreated acne on cheeks

No Pedicure, No Manicure

Urgh, etc etc....

AND MY FREAKING BORING BLOG LAYOUT. Always wanted to change it, but this idea could just blow off err, in few minutes! Hais.

Alright, just a short post to live up my blog with my photos.
OH YEA, Sneak peek for what I’ve bought yesterday.

Can’t really see tho. :) I love my heels, that's all I wanted to say! hehe. Gotten myself 4 pieces which initially I planned to get only 2! The shopaholic-ness in me just hasn’t found its way out. Hehe.

By the way, Yesterday was my babe's birthday! Happy birthday, sweetie. Hehe. Hereby wishing you a blessed and joyful birthday. Bet you had heaps of fun yesterday! Wish I’m around :’( And not forgetting to mention, my birthday is on 24^th Jan, ~~which is few days away,~~ PLEASE DO COME AND GREET ME HAPPY 18^th Birthday Okay, appreciate your wishes! HAHAHA. *Evil Chucks*

Cut that craps, okay, Long holidays awaiting me after today! :)

2012-01-18T10:53:00.001+08:00

Hmm, have not been doing regular updates on my blog.
LAWLLLL! Why does my prologue for almost every single blog post sound so remorseful. Wtf. Just can’t think of any better one.

Okay, again, I’m writing this blog post in maaahh office. Is it just me, or every intern is as free as I am?
Call me slack queen! Heee :) But writing a blog post helps to prevent myself from falling into sleeping state. OMGOSH, my tears are rolling down each time I yawn. This is killing.

My application for my CNY leave has encountered somewhat blockages, eww. My school’s head of department must be sick in his mind, how could he not approving my leave, nor they going to compensate me any fucking ticket $$.
SO, I wrote 3 emails to them, begging and pleading them to RECONSIDER, ~~I even included my grandma in the latest mail,~~ and wtf, they approved.

NOOOOO, please never ever think “Bitch please, they are good, stop nitpicking!”

Know why? Cause there’s a condition to comply with, like “We have approved your leave with the condition of you accepting a “C” grade and below for your internship!”

Whatever la, to be frank, I don’t really care bout the grade, as if it’s needed for my uni application. So, idfc yo hear me?!:) Internship, please pass faster!! Haha

Oh yea, I’ve finally gotten my salary. :3 Have to constantly remind myself for not overspending it. Be wise be wise be wise. LOOOLL. Told my friends that i wanna give angpao to my parents, then their reaction would be forever the same “Your money will be back to you anyway!” True. But… there’s just something to do with sincerity, I suppose? Since it’s the first time for me getting salary for a full time job. Hahaha

Gonna head out right after my work today for my CNYE’s dress. I just remembered that I’ll be having my eve’s dinner straight once I touched down Manila. Urgh. So, meaning to say that I won’t be able to get one there for the dinner!

Muahahaha. But sadly, I can’t meet my friends in Miri, almost everyone is in Miri now!! Imissthem!

*Didn’t take much photos recently. I have tonnes of pending photos in my camera!!* :(

Hmm, anything I wanted to say?
CHINESE NEW YEAR PLEASE COME FASTER!!

I’m using every single cell in my body anticipating your arrival.

*yawns* what a boring post. Kthxbye!

Randoooom :OOO

2012-01-12T23:28:00.000+08:00

Owhhh dear, I've been neglecting you. Sorry bloggie.
My life is pretty boring, perpetually doing the same thing EVERY SINGLE DAY. *right place to insert rageguy meme* OMG, too much 9gag, too much!! haha. So basically, Wake up..Drink Milo..Work...Lunch...Home...Drama...Sleep!
I feel so unfit and flabby ever since I commenced my internship, I mean, okay, Imagine, I've been sitting still for more than 9 hours a day, lunch break and go back to the seat and start working again. How not to be fat, tell me! That's why I dislike desk bound jobs. It makes me fat. Holyshit

Hence, I started picking up Jogging, once again. Finally, my sport shoes is able to perform its utility to the fullest after some time. haha. Hopefully this regime keeps going on. And I'll be like....

*Whistling whistling*

YES. IN MY DREAM. I wanna get those perfect abs in my tummy, not this layer of flabby flesh. Oh gawd. Hmm. Wonder how long will I take to achieve that, more like a mission impossible to me. Anyway, still

Anything can just anyhow accept. LOL

And I want to tan myself too, tanner skin looks healthier and sexier, agree? Hehehe. Want a totally change over. Yay! :)))

Back to talking about Chinese New Year, couldn't believe it's less than 2 weeks time. Imma fly to Manila soon. I'm always fascinating this trip. Hoping yummylicious food with drop dead cheap price. Hmmm. YES, I can't wait. Counting down every day. #likeakid hehe.

Nothing much to talk about, till then! Toodles.

5/1/2012!

2012-01-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

Let's . move . on
with no doubt :)

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Happy Birthday CARRIE WONG. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Have fun on your big day.
Muacks

1st post in 2012!! WHEEEEEE

2012-01-03T22:24:00.002+08:00

What the............

A VIDEO??

HAHAHA. plainly out of fun.

HAPPY 2012 Guys, I know it's late for a bit?? Lawlllls. Anyway, this is our first attempt, hmm. doing a video???! LOL. HAHA.

* MY EYES LOOK DAMN PUFFED* HMMMMM. no idea why :(((

Credit to my sis, she edited the video until 5am in the morning? and definitely miss strawberry who inspired me *about the boyfriend tag video* that's sweet, aww. :)) haha.

Goodnight people! :)

I need a breakaway :)

2011-12-30T11:54:00.000+08:00

I’ve been sitting idly for 2 hours. Vacant mind, immobile body. But all in a while, thoughts, they brought me to the past. Blissful, gloomy, memorable, sweet, suspicious, pissed, confused, disappointed, crazy, I would say, a little of each. Mix feelings, hustling me to think, which I don’t want to. :'(
Ironically speaking,

When you thought you ruled it all, but as a matter of fact, you owned nothing.
When you thought you could completely walk out of the mess with your prides, but, eventually, you realized something else weighs heavier than your prides.
When you thought you could laugh gleefully, but deep down in your heart, you know it well, something’s just missing
When you thought you wouldn’t shed a tear, but in the end, you had cried a river.
When you thought busying with work kept you from thinking, after all, thoughts beaten you.

We, human are too fragile. Little things in life could bring us down.
You could be upset over a missing pen. Mad barely because your food haven’t been served after an hour waiting and well, to my case, thunderbolt to me merely because I gained a kg. Look, how we are being controlled by all these little stuff. Despite of how unwillingly we are, we still need to undergo this “complicated emotions”, no one could ever be exempted.

Anyway, I think it all depends on how well you play, how good you’re at disguising your feelings and how you manage to reallocate your focus. These may require skills. But skills can only be obtained through experiences. That’s why, we always say the veterans played it all. Because they had undertook too much, that they are already immune.

Okay lar, since new year is just 2 days away, new year new hope, so I guess this would be a good breakaway, I just want to be a carefree biatch. ROARSSS. Emotional, you ain’t taking me down. *Challenges accepted*

Hopefully 2012 would be a good year for me. HAPPY NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE :D Just in case I can’t make it on my next post. Take care everybodeh! :DD

Box- box- box-ing day :D

2011-12-26T10:48:00.000+08:00

We are way too young to talk about L.A.S.T.I.N.G F.O.R.E.V.E.R

Happy Boxing Day Peeps.

Merrrrry x'mas

2011-12-24T17:14:00.000+08:00

Guesss what?? My babe is visiting me in Singapore! Haha, like finally. :D Had fun together at Clarke last night.

Good girls that drink wine :D

Sitting by the river and chilling, its the best feeling ever. She was bringing her bro, I was bringing my sis. LOL

YES, you made us feel good, nah, is great! haha

Spot the heel behind, lolol. from the drunkard.

We had taken more than 50photos yesterday, omg, can't believe in that short while. haha. Think i'll upload the rest in facebook, but........ should i block my mum from viewing it? HAHAHA. Dilemma. loooool.

Not gonna write more, cuz I duwan to spend my x'mas eve with my laptop in front of me. :D teehee. Have fun guys.

xoxo.

Dropping by.

2011-12-18T14:58:00.000+08:00

Taken when my sis and I were roaming at orchard road. *Sorry for the quality, I should've used camera and I know it's somehow distorted. LOLOL*

Can you feel the Christmas atmosphere, CAN YOU? This is so happening! hehehe.

Gotta do a thorough plan with my sis this year, since she'll be here, in singapore with me. :D Dinner? Gift exchange? Partying? Haha. But my sis said if I still didn't give her any solid confirmation, she'd dump me and go after her friends. *grinding*

I've been really busy on working, I guess most of you should've known, right? Work my arse off, and I only got $700! Hmm. Right now, all I do whenever I reach home is mere lazing. I wonder how my mum managed to juggle working and taking care of us when we were young. No wonder there are plenty of songs out there reflecting mum's mightiness. :D Same goes to daddy, of cuz. No exception for both daddy and mummy. :DD

So I guess I barely have time taking care of my blog at this time being. :OOO But still, I'd come and trim whenever I got time.

And Yeah, speaking on zoukout11, I'm not gonna blog further, since my sis blogged it, maybe you could pay a visit to her blog to have a quick glance on what was happening.

#ZoukoutAftermath

I'm sooooo into trance right now.

Fade into darkness- avicii

Best pumped up kicks remix I've listened so far!

Chuckie- What happen in Vegas

This is soo loving

I understand if you guys found trance sucks, cuz I used to hate trance too. Now these music are like my relax pills, I listen it everyday on the train when I go to work and back from work, my mood would instantly boost up, like seriously. Your mind would go blank and only the beats are left in it. LOL. My sis claimed that it is more or less similar to taking drug. OHWELL, hahaha. I would call it "tranceddicted".

But there are certain criteria

First, you must blast

Secondly, you must blast

Thirdly, still you must blast it to the loudest volume.

Now I know the reason from gaining weird stares from Uncles and aunties in the train. I think I can hear the music, or maybe it is due to my earpiece leakage,idk haha.

No decent photo recently. So I just dug out one which was taken during zoukout.

After pre-drinking. Definitely sober :)) Just sweaty and makeup smudged a lil. haha

I think that's it for today. Have to swim now. :D Bye guys!

MONDAY, can you don't come?

2011-12-11T22:53:00.000+08:00

Ha, a pending post which I blogged in my office

Guys, I'm blogging in the office for godness's sake. I was doing merely nothing 'cuz both my managers went outstation. So I was like a baby being left in the cradle. So unassisted.
Just for your info, I have been ensnared in this baby cradle a.k.a cubicle from 8.30 to 6pm everyday. Just try and see in your mind's eyes, my working life is like *bubbles appearing*

Scenario 1
1. I'm not given any decent task
2. I approach my boss and beg them for task
3. Turns out to be a fail attempt as they are too busy
4. Try surfing twitter and facebooku using my mobile
5. My mobile 3G sucks, it took me forever to load a page or post a tweet
6. Try texting my friends, the signal sucks, message shown "undelivered"
7. FFUUUUUUUUU. Doomed

Scenario 2
1. Tasks are "granted" but ambiguous instructions are given
2. After few hours of reading over and over again, I've gone bewilder
3. Try googling the meaning of certain terms
4. Realized that I couldn't access internet, other than DBS.com
5. Decide to muster up my courage and ask
6. Got rejected cuz' they are STILL TOO BUSY
7. Get back to my seat and start feeling demoralizing
8. FFUUUUUUUU. Doomed

I bet this is pretty much a working life of mine is about, maybe I'm too young for it tho. mmm..I'll never want to engage in working life that early, i swear. looll.
But nevertheless, I love working at this area unquestionably, what I meant was the location itself! There are hella much of food choices, and I would say, all kind of cuisines are accessible here, provided you are willing to take bus "11". Okay, that was an inside joke, if you got what I meant :) omgwtf, I feel like my sense of humor has "deteriorated" like so much. Can't be blamed, everyone is way too serious in this workplace, no one is going talk like:

"EH, similj, I dunno wtf are you trying to ask me to do lor"
"Damn asshole lar, why do I have to do this ah?"
"Sibeh jialat today, got to work OT again, knn"
"Hoseh bo, today can off work earlier, suiii"

Haha. OMG Are those the signs of having deranged mind cuz I actually miss to hear all those? Amituofo, I still want to be a sane fellow man. *By the way, I don't talk in that way also, not so vulgar!* lol
What I was trying to say is, working with adults isn't as easy. 'Cuz they topics are gonna be marriages, kids, family, properties. I'm totally green in all these, so tell me, how can I circulate in?

Perhaps, if I could have a fully function mobile, that would be of different case. At least twitting and facebooking half way through endorse me for a bit. hehe.

Anyway, my weekend passed like nobody's business. *Shiiiiiiuuuuuuuuuuu* then it's freaking Sunday. Sigh. :(
But my weekend has been "awesomized" by the very awesome beach party-- zoukout! Haha
Everyone was in their bikinis yesterday. Oh well. Definitely beaten me. All the chicks are so smexy hot and it is flooded with a lot a lot of angmoh guys with half body naked. LOLOL.

But now I just feel extraordinarily DOWN, it feels exactly like how I feel when CNY has passed. Just having some senses of lose. Urggghh. Get away please. It sucks.
I shall blog more bout it next time, if my memory allowed me to remember it. hahaha. Some photos.

None other than H-E-C-T-I-C

2011-12-07T22:11:00.000+08:00

URGH. haven't been updating since forever. :(((

My working life has started, well. Its boring, obviously. I think I'm really not the kind of office lady that can endure long working hours with no fresh air up on the 21st floor of the building.
I feel so suffocate inside the aircond room. Only the 2 hour breaks delight me for a bit.

Not really wanted to blog, cuz I've been facing the laptop in my workplace from 8.30am to 6pm EVERYDAY, definitely need some breaks upon reaching home.

AND SIGH~ I LOST MY HANDPHONE IN BUGIS WASHROOM. That thief grr. U'd get your retribution I believe :(( So, i'll just wait. but fortunately, there are chocolates to keep me cheering today :) heeehee.
Not gonna say much about my handphone, cuz there's no point crying over spilt milk. Damage has done, so I should let go. :)

Just praying hard that I won't see my vain photos published somewhere, someday. -.-

p/s: making a short update so I'd know I lost a handphone on 06/12/11.
BYES.

:-x

2011-11-29T11:34:00.000+08:00

OMGOSH.
Haven't been updating since a week.
Couldn't have been this lazy. 'Cuz all I did was complaining to my sister everyday. We woke up and eventually we started thinking what to do, what to eat and etc.
Y'know, all-day-whining always ends with more frustrations. Eventhou we have planned the whole day schedule beforehand, but it would still be ruined by raining days, hence may as well to have some impromptu plans so there would be less disappointments. :(

Wanted to go roller blading, it rained
Wanted to go swimming, it rained
Wanted to go out, it burned outside
Wanted to have some good food, afraid to gain extra fats
Wanted to go shopping, no money.
Like FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.
life sucks.

Hmm. I'll have my mock interview soon, at 5pm. lol. wish me luck.
kthxbye!

Heh :) random!

2011-11-24T19:05:00.000+08:00

Picture speaks a thousand word.

Totally free from FYP. :D

Korean food Yums :)

2011-11-19T00:45:00.000+08:00

Finally I'm free from all the hassle workloads. :D

Sacrificing beauty sleeps is definitely worthwhile, because all I wanted is a "Worries-free weekend"

Okay, I'll start drinking collagen and applying all sort of facial products from today onward so as to compensate and replenish the damages I've done to my skin. Sorry ugh :'( And a huge pimple grows out of nowhere. FFFFFUUUUUUUU.

Let's talk short, I've been writing TOO MUCH recently for my report,so it's reasonably to credit myself some mind-break from this reporting form of writing. D:

SO, went for Korean Food todae. I'm not quite into korean cuisine, and if I were given choices, Korean food should be out from my so called "want-to-eat" list. But however, it's always good to give something new a try, right? So, despite of that, I went.
Amazingly it failed to disappoint me. I was rather quite pleased with the food. Hmm. WHATEVER, as if you guys are interested, ikr!

I'll just let the photos do the job.

Snapping @ Orchard central toilet. WHOOPS

My starter

Something spice up your taste buds!

Korean style ying yong pancakes. This is finger licking good!

Ginseng soup

How could sizzling hot plate be exempted?

After some fulfilling korean food, movie time! LIFE IS GOOD! Had some time struggled in between "You are the apple of my eyes" and "In Time". Funny. So Paper-scissor-stone always plays the decision role at the end. Girls are always indecisive, what to do?

Casting Justin Timberlake!!

What should I say more? JT IS LIKE FREAKING HOT, I SWEAR!!

As for the actress, uhm. I think she somehow hasn't excelled in her acting skills so room for improvements.

Story line wasn't as good as expected, but I like the idea of the movie, which was using "time" as their "money". That was pretty interesting and quite a good analogy.

Afterall, I give it a 7/10 because of JT. haha

Goodnight guys :)

Delighted, once again! hahaha

2011-11-13T12:35:00.001+08:00

Hehhs :)

YAYERS, I'm shortlisted in DBS bank, okay, well that's not something to be merry. But the location is absolutely something worth my jolly. Changi area babehh, meaning to say that, I'd only need approximately 5 mins travel time by car, and by bus, not sure. uhm. probably 10mins or so? Haha, whatever it is, I DON'T HAVE TO WAKE UP EARLY for my intern, that's the best part of all :)

After all, life is not always a bed of roses, something sickening, because I'm assigned to customer service department, which requires a lot of communication skills, which I suck at. HELLOOOO, YOOHOO. Hais and I'm the ONLY candidate in that department. helpless shit. I'll just try to cry out for the heavens and earths to see if they respond by that time :OOOO. and I really clueless in handling fussy customers? any idea? MAN. Come to think of it, I'm paranoid.

Went Vivo yesterday and seek for formal wear again. Bought a top from zara, pants from G2000 and my heels from Aldo :') I think their heels are real awesome and gorgeous, like seriously! Instantly add in some feminine substances. hahaha. LOL. Anyway, I look as if I'm anticipating and all ready for my intern, but that's for my next presentation. Good thing, for my next presentation, I'll only be the vase in the group, just well and relax, however, it doesn't mean I can be completely apathy, still needa work on the slides and report. Gawd. I'm, I mean my group is really working on tight schedule right now. Very annoying and irritating.

A reallllll OL is on the board :))) Apparently, I'm conscious of my w/o makeup look. heeee

and, Hard to see me in long pants right? :D

NEW HEELS. :D
The pants look so effing tight right, I knew that. :((((

Urgh.

2011-11-09T00:44:00.000+08:00

Today just not my day.
Hoping a better day tomorrow :D

Mr. worldwide

2011-11-05T00:08:00.000+08:00

Hehh. I'm spamming Pitbull songs :)
The songs are real relieving!
And he's hot. erm. I mean the Spanish (lol, if I got it right)

Today's presentation was quite welly done. Pretty satisfied with myself and yonglynn performance. HAHAHAHA. :DD That's not narcissism, definitely not! 'cuz unbelievably I actually got compliment from my client when I was presenting half way "that was a very good point!" lol, so thereafter, it somehow like a 'confidence injection' for me and I was even more comfortable with my presentation. :DD

But coming home was a disastrous experience. The heels are killing! My foot hurt badly. Sigh. I'm just nut in wearing heels. Really I've to show my highest and biggest salutation to those women who are able to wear it for the whole day without showing the "Please-I'm-dead, spare-me-a-seat" face in the MRT, but instead, they laugh and chit chat with their colleagues happily. wtf.
Gawd, When it was on my way home, I was grasping the pole like a piece of dead crap and I really had the urge to go "bare". But of course I didn't, due to many concerns and to avoid gaining the 'wtf stares' from people. :((

Life will be getting harder after enter my working life. Hence, I must at least get the heels from ALDO. No point scrimping on that but to torture my foot. Hais. Poor foot. Nothing beats birkens, still :))) The most comfy slipper I ever wear.

On the other side, thank you so much for the bless, people.
Love you guys so much. Didn't know my friends are actually being so supportive and encouraging. Sending all the blesses to me. hehe. Seriously man. I just feel loved.

Heh. And I'm wearing the new earrings that my baby got for me last time, it provides me ultimate power manz! :)
LOL. like after months, finally have the chance to wear it.

Just a short update tonight, have to start to work on other assignments. Bye people Goodnight.

Finger crossed :D

2011-11-04T09:29:00.002+08:00

Wish me luck :)) *Blessesss*

I NEED SOME RESTS :(

2011-11-03T01:55:00.000+08:00

The weariness in me is unendurable :( I might fall apart any sooner. I ain't kidding. I'm being so fucking stressed in these while.

Oh man. How could my life me be so sucked up, for a moment, I feel bored 'cuz barely nothing fills up the free times. And for the next moment, things juggled up and I'm busy like hell.

Presentation on Friday. Every tick the clock makes, the stresses' approaching a step closer.
But thank goodness. Baby called me all the time to make me feel that I'm companied. :) Heeehee. And yea, some encouragements from friends.

WHATEVER. It's just a freaking presentation, it's not like if I screwed it, and my whole life get ruined, isn't it?! LOL. This is how I convince myself. AMOF, I don't really care the grade I get, I'm just afraid that I might drag down the whole group's grade. That's the only thing matters.

Okay, so what my strategies would be, if plan A (presentation) failed, I still have plan B with me. Which is to get a set of hot and seducing formal clothes and distract my clients from picking the weakness in me. ;p But then, it seems quite screwed up too. Couldn't find any nice piece and it's so expensive!! :((( and I'm so fucking fat to fit in those super tight skirt, FML max. Sighs :(

So fussy soooooo fussy! Sorry bloggie :(

But however, I'm still gonna show up a pic of it, 'cuz obviously the vain in me beats the fussy me! HAHA :DDD

And I actually bought the heels along when I passed by charles & keith.

Gonna eat bread with milk start from tomorrow! :((

LOL. bless me people! :D SMOOTH AND GOOD ONE FOR THIS FRIDAY

anticipating for a better month!

2011-11-01T00:34:00.000+08:00

Just have the desire to update before October ends. To conclude, it's incredibly the best month ever. Everything seems to be going back to the right track :') *tears of bliss*

Although I've been complaining how life's turning into a deep dull shit when I've got literally NOTHING but snacking to be my only activity. But Hey, spending my time lounging around is far more better than working my ass off. So, at this time being, I should be grateful!
Just fyi, I only have classes on every Monday, Tuesday and Thursday.
And amazingly, Tmr is another "no-school" day again. Haha. Well, to a certain extent, I actually love going to school! haha, so contradicting. :OOO, ikr, human nature, what's more I am a GIRL! LOL

Anyway, my groupmates will be coming over to my place tomorrow for our project! Heehee. But have to sort of notify them beforehand bout my current lifestyle, which is imposing the "NO FOOD" policy. lol. I actually asked them to prepare their own drinks and food, cause my house has nothing but cereals and milk. :x pathetic much uh! But still, I believe we will have a good time working together tomorrow! :))
I kinda love teaming up with them to be true. It's like, we are getting more familiar with each other and actually mingling quite well, i suppose? They always got me laughing my ass off. We talked craps and rubbish every time when we met, but of course when it's time to get serious, we get serious! Ha! I can feeell the efficiencyy in us. That's what I love.

Well, turning the other side, another pain in my ass - the up coming presentation. Horrible shit. Sigh. :( Yong lynn and I will be the one who present to our client, hopefully nothing screws up. This would be like super formal presentation, first time ever, no longer to our own classmates, this time round, it's to some CEO,CFO etc, man! Actually I've no idea why am I chosen to be one of the speakers, lol, everyone knows, I suck in speaking. But, however, I'll take this as an opportunity to learn and give it a try! Life's all about opportunity and trying right? LOLOL. Sorry I ought to talk in this cocky and fictitious way, I've to practice to speak in that sense so as to cope with my interview any sooner. Cause interviewing is all bout cocks and lies, isn't it! Seriously hope I'm enlisted into some good companies/banks, UOB, OCBC or whichever. So long it's not FAR from where I live! and well, hot colleagues please! hahahahahaha.

Before I end this post, Happy birthday to my sister :)) and my babyniece for being 1 month old. I miss her soo much! By the time I see her, she'll probably be a big baby already! And let's #prayforabetternovember :)
Goodnight everybodeh! :))

Pumped up kicks addicted

2011-10-30T03:44:00.000+08:00

This dope ass is awesome as fuck!

Pumped up kicks - the foster people :)))
*You'd better run, better run, outrun my gun*
I'm in love with this song mannnnz. :)

Happy Halloween peeps.
Have a good party before Monday blue hits

Take a break, have a kitkat! :)

2011-10-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

Life is being uneasy for me. :(
I've been enduring long working hours almost everyday for my projects, staying in the same meeting room, sleepless night and all that. Too much thing cramming in. So, this might be my pimple outbreak period. Goddamnthing. There are 3 zits on my forehead, the other on my cheek. Annoying much :( and Idk why, my hair gets greasy easily, ever since I had my haircut. OMGOSH. I FEEL LIKE AN UGLY *ITCH. Imagining, pimple, greasy hair, big eye bags, cracked lips and unknown bruises on my legs. Big fat sigh!

Anyway, it's raining season in Singapore. It rains almost everyday. Such a big turn off when I was supposedly to be on my bed, but instead, I was running after bus or train. And 'cuz of the raining day, I can't even swim. Sigh. Freaking broke my workout chain.

Oh well... but life only seems to get balanced up when I look at youuuuuu.....

Logan Lerman

Totally sucha cute little thang :))) *Overwhelming smiles*
Thousand thanks to muh airen Melo for showing me this :))

But then, I seriously think every member in ONE DIRECTION is cute too!!

I really love boy in this dressing style :OOOOO HAHAHAHAHAHA. Smart and looking good.

Eh, am I mentally ill? LOLOLOL. I'm just being thoughtful and generous to share nice things with ya'll, right?

Oh yea, and I got this little cute and awesome Tee-shirt from my babe, Qingwen! :) I feel like I'm 12345678 years younger! Woots. THANK YOU BABEH!

I really need a gooood rest during this weekend, but...... on the contrary, I feel stupid to be at home, sucha loner :((( so contradicting. Urgh.

Okay, just have to go, Bye people! :)

my top10 funny pick up lines!

2011-10-26T01:48:00.000+08:00

#1
Boy: Oh hell no. Something wrong with my cellphone!
Girl: Oh really? What's that?!
Boy: Its just that.....your number not in it!

#2
Do I know you? Cause you look a lot like my next girlfriend.

#3
Excuse me, if I go straight this way, will I be able to reach your heart?

#4
If a fat man puts you in a bag at night, don't worry I told Santa I wanted you for Christmas

#5
Are you a parking ticket? Because you've got FINE written all over you

#6
Do you have a map?
[No, why?]
Because I just got lost in your eyes

#7
Falling for you would be a very short trip

#8
Remember me? Oh, that's right, I've met you only in my dreams

#9
If you gave me a penny for my thoughts I'd have just one penny, because i only think about one thing and that's you

#10I think I need to call heaven because they’ve lost one of their angels

GUYS, LEARN FROM THAT. :) haha

#Ihateitwhen

2011-10-21T00:25:00.000+08:00

Just on a random note :)

#Ihateitwhen I can't find an appropriate outfit although I've tried everything in my closet

#Ihateitwhen I turn my head back, I see a mess in my closet and I'll think "Oh, fuck, I'll only clean them up when I got home"
#Ihateitwhen I am about to get out from my house, and there, I realized all my makeups smudged or smeared.
#Ihateitwhen the bus/taxi driver decelerates when the traffic light shows yellow
#Ihateitwhen I forgot to bring my earpiece with me *extremely*
#Ihateitwhen this thing pops up when I was busying with my games

#Ihateitwhen I run all the way to my room and I forgot what I was going to do or take

#Ihateitwhen I can't recall the name of the songs/singers no matter how hard I've tried
#Ihateitwhen I see long queue in cashier counter or fitting room
#Ihateitwhen people raise unnecessary or stupid questions in the class
#Ihateitwhen I open my fb homepage and I see gross or disgusting photos are shared every where
#Ihateitwhen there's nothing new shown in timeline after I refreshed my twitter homepage for million times
#Ihateitwhen I'm urged to get myself prepared for an outing

That's all I can think of now. hehe. Night peeps :)

Specs :))

2011-10-18T01:20:00.000+08:00

First day of school.
I was late. Haha.
No matter what time my lesson starts, I'll for sure be late.
Kay, whatever.
Went to Bedok point to collect my new glasses after my school.
Finally a new pair of glasses, after long while :)

Always wanted a thicker frame one, but my mind gets altered easily when I actually visit the shop. The staff will start telling and convincing you which style you should go for and what suits you better. Ugh. Annoying much. Haha. But since the one I got is pure simple and black, I think it shouldn't be any big problem lah. Black goes well for everyone, I guess? haha

But about me............. Hahaha. NO IDEA. :P
I'll be looking like a classic nerd/geek.

HAHA. Maybe a normal one

SORRY MAN, YOU'VE GOT NO STOP BUTTON HERE.

BOOHOO.

BE READY TO BE ANNOYED BY MY FACE :DD

saying hiiiiiiiii :)

2011-10-16T00:33:00.000+08:00

Hey there everyone. How's your day? too good to be spoken huh?
well, mine was okay, at least these few days weren't like bored to the core kind. Filled with some activities, and I had been working really hard on keeping myself fit and well, cutting down on my consumption.

Had been given too much "free pass" to my mouth and appetite this holidays and my appetite kind of expanded, I guess? :( It's time to work on it babeh!

LOL. Idk how many times have I brought up these "diet" "keeping fit" "workout" thang. Seamlessly, I should say. I know that's intensely annoying! haha. :X oops. IF SOMEBODY EVER MENTIONED THE SAME THING, once, twice, thrice,..., I'm just gonna slap them in face and tell them to move on! Stop kicking up the fuss with the potato chips on your hand! But sadly, that's always the true side of human, easier spoken than done. So we should just sit and wait until our life gets easier! haha.

It's the last weekend of my holidays. People are telling me to enjoy to the fullest, but I'm just gonna stay in my snuggly bed and having some good time cuddling with my bolster and pillow. hehe. Because I know I wouldn't get to have any chance to do it after school started. Just gonna get buried by my FYP. Sigh. but think of the bright side, at least, it isn't as suck as working life. And only because of the busy life, people learn to cherish lil thing in life more.

Anyway, my boy has came back to Singapore, without me knowing it, he kinda did it like a surprise, which it worked! hehe. Was really shocked when I saw him standing in front of me. hehe. Finally, after sometime flying dunno where to where. -.-'' haha. and surprisingly he actually bought "souvenirs" for me. LOL! Bought me so much accessories. So among all, I adore this the most. hehe. So just gonna share it, cos he demanded. hahaha.

"so that people will know he pampers me a lot" this is what said by him.

lol, just gonna tell him a way to sayang me not necessary means buying me stuff.

Now he realized almost every post in my blog regards him is a bad one. wtf. hahaha. But he really changed a lot for me after all the fights & arguments. We are so peaceful after all, I SINCERELY do not hope it's some kind of saying like "Storm comes after calm"

The watch bought by him. Charriol, is the name. lol. haven't even heard of it, poor me. Nor I can pronounce it. hahahhaa. No matter what brand it is, it still looks "glamorous" for me.

The "pandora box"

Open up :) OMGEE. SO FINE, SO DELICATE

And I merely love the chain that goes with the watch.

"please don't scratch me, owner" haha, NO I WON'T!

Fits perfectly.

New born baby is in the town!

2011-10-10T01:06:00.000+08:00

hehe sup pals!
My holidays is sending off. :(
and the time table for my next sem sucks. Sigh*

Fyi, I'll be going back to Singapore this Wednesday.
Who will be on the same flight with me? Anyone? I always seek for companion during plane ride, such an uninteresting journey.
Anyway, good thing about leaving miri, lol, "prevent from growing any excessive fats" Yea, I've gained 1.5kg? Wtttttttff. failed. But I can literally feel the fats are growing each day, ain't kidding!! -_- but whatever.
Intense workouts' gonna start once I got back. Please!!!

Anyway, throwing aside the unnecessary worries, I'm now gonna blog about my trip to BINTULU! hahaha. Actually I still have uncountable photos here with me, but I'm just over keen on showing off my babyniece with ya'll :)))) She's just 9 days OLD!!!!!

Caution! LOL tonnes of baby photos ahead!!!

Start with a ~~cute~~ photo of mine

*winks*

The driver, super daddy!

LOL, looking pale and suffered from ass pain for long + bumpy journey!

Mummy!

Birkenstock is love

Sis's fugly pedicure.

LOL, can you tell how long i've been wearing it? :D dirty and old,but i like it! hahaha

Sometimes, a small lil thing could make you feel happy :)

Spot the strange thing that I circled. It looked like a dragon head for me. hahaa. but i guess it was just a coincidence shot.

First time meeting her. She was sleeping! OMG. irresistibly CUTE!

Even the tongue looks adorable on her!

Closer shot! heheeee :)

Her lil bed

Hotel that we stayed in, new world suites

Simply love the lighting.

So after we had our refreshing shower, my sis and I planned to walk around! The mall is just right below our hotel, so it's super convenient. LOLOL. BUT something really ODD happened to us!
The moment when we stepped to the mall, everyone started casting their sights on us. WELL, it's acceptable if they looked because of us being ~~over gorgeous~~! HAHA. But it's definitely the other way round, for me, they were like "where the hell are these 2 girls come from, are they even from our planet?" zzz.
If you doubted if i was overdressed, I could tell you, I was just wearing shorts and sweater. So does my sis.
Other than that, my dad told us Btu is where gangsters huddled, so we felt even more uneasy. lol. So we ended up heading back to hotel coffee house after 10mins walk.

Coffee house ftw afterall. haha

We chilled for few hours there chitchatting. haha. until it closed

Had chocolate pudding, served with fruit cocktails

And I can't remember what's this.

The next day morn' :)

Again baby!!!! My niece, carmen :D she's just 9days old!! HAHA

Grandma and grandpa were laughing happily!!!!! HAHAHA soo cute

The beauty of smile :)

Sleep peacefully!

Close shot again!! hehhee

After I disturbed her. hahaha. Hot tempered baby!

LOL, afterall, I still can't believe how amazing this little life is granted by God. A new born baby is just like a white paper, so clean so pure. Makes me having the urge to have one too! #imjustkidding

I wanna be young forever :))))))

2011-10-03T01:10:00.000+08:00

Just a shoooooorrrtt post before I hit the bed.
Lately, I've came across with this "aging" issue. wtf. okay, am I too young to say about it? NO, I don't think so!
My mum is being super naggy and started to convince me using all kind of skin care products recently. Er well, you know, I'm super lazy type, and I won't really bother to remember all the steps/processes etc. Ohman, kill me please.

So rather than doing all these troublesome steps. I bought this the other day! All in one step work. Just drink it and everythings done. haha. How easy! Okay, it's actually collagen drink and keeps you YOUNG! MUAHAHAHA.

It costs me around RM80 for this box.

So it has 8bottles in a box, erm so 1 is around RM10! haha

RM10, it's even cheaper than, STARBUCKS? Hahaha. SO quit starbucks today! haha.

But still dunno the outcome yet. hahaha

And yea, my lil sis birthday cake! hahaha

Prettyyyyyyy right? :p Chosen by me! Nice or not! hahahaa

okay, goodnite ciaoooo!

1/10/2011

2011-10-01T00:33:00.000+08:00

Urgh, I really wanted to blog every time but then again I failed.
I'm doing relatively nothing OTHER THAN snacking on my couch with my TV 1meter away. I feel fat, unhealthy and benighted.

WhatthefuckGoddamnit, I could've done something more meaningful, like READING A BOOK? hell no. haha. I want outing, or I should say I NEED TO GO OUT *screaming & pulling off my hair*

Doing whatever with whoever at wherever. I just need to go out.
OMG, why do I sound like some rebellious kids who hate staying home. I'm not :(
Even my parents ask why didn't I hang around with my friends! Hahaha.

AND I HATE MY PARENTS. haha. :P Hate in a good manner, they just won't stop buying me snacks! How many times I've told them NOT to get me any crackers, chocolates & chips but still, you won't be surprised to see them on the table next day. Gosh.

Fine, so normally when the snacks are unopened, I won't really bother to eat 'em, but what my mum would do is open them, nicely put them into some containers. And she actually tells me that the container needs to be transparent ones as well, so I can see what's inside! wtffffffffffffffff right ;(

Only workout makes me feel better. urgh. haha.
Other than that, I spent most of my times petting too.
Yay, mimi

Before I bathed her. She looked so dirty! Hahaha.

Anyway, I'm so excited now :p Cause I'll have a baby niece tommorow! *tears of joy* And she has the same birthday as my younger sister! HOW NICEEEE!!! HAHAHA. I'm gonna sayang her like how I sayang mimi! hehe
I think she'll be as pretty ~~as WONG'S family.~~ HAHAHA #imjustsaying haha. Omg. can't wait to share her photos here next time!

AND YEA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LIL SISTER!! HAHAHAHA LOVE YA

arrived safely :D

2011-09-26T20:30:00.000+08:00

Back in Miri!
Mee Kolok Once I've gotten down from the plane! Haha.

Bumpy plane ride todae. Omg. for some moment, I thought I was going to die.
Failed airline + failed air stewardess!

When facing angmoh

when facing us, malaysian!

SAD! T.T

Just a few boring facts of me!

2011-09-23T16:58:00.001+08:00

Just another random post to keep the blog updated and also to distract myself from gulping fat foods. Dieting is so much like a battle between your determination and fattening foods around. Speaking of food, my tummy is growling already now. Altho I just had 20+ pieces of M&M. OMGEE. they are like the pebbles from the heaven! If you started the first piece, you couldn't help from grabbing the next one.

I always love to lick off the color and squeeze it with my tongue. The moment when the chocolate squirts, woots. Am I in heaven? haha.

Okay, just to be honest. I'm bored of the way I blog recently. It seems like it has gotten into a rut or something. Outings, photos and how merry my life gets, etc. Maybe I should start writing some sort of facts of life? D: Haha. Ikr, I always suck on that. So I should start with a simple one! Such as..... writing a few facts that I deal with my life. Hahaha.

Facts of myself:

-I don't borrow money from anyone. Unless from someone really closes to me. Dunno was it because of my self esteem, I just dislike to owe anyone anything.

-I still can't get rid of the kiasuism in me. haha. Hard to tell specifically in what fields. I'm just afraid of being lost out in almost everything!

-I judge people from my own perspective. It's like I already have a list of good and bad people in my heart. haha. Then it's really hard for me to alter my views on that particular person.

-I could hardly accept acquaintances or anyone new in my life. That's why I've been sticking to the same gang for sucha long time. My friends, you can done calculating 'em with pair of palms and foots.

-I always got frightened when someone (girls) approaches and being over enthusiastic (such as holding your hand)when we first met. It's not hate, but I just feel uneasy.

-I keep most my feelings, thoughts to myself because I dislike people to judge too much from it.

-I seldom seek for others' opinions because I knew it too well, no one could possibly change my mind, except myself.

-Its hard for me to mingle with large group of people especially when I only know one or two of them. I'm passive, too passive I should say. If you ever thought of bringing me to meet someone new, OMG, please think twice. Because I doubt myself for the impression I can give to your friends. :(( haha

Well, the negative part of me.

I think this para describes the best in me

On the other hand, Aquarians also possess a couple of negative traits as well. Their intractability and perverseness are oftentimes frowned upon by their peers. Moreover, their tendency to become detached and unemotional makes them unbearable to be around with at times due to their cold personality. The difficulty with the negative traits of Aquarians is that they want you to either accept them or avoid them. They will not accommodate you just because you aren't pleased with their personality. This is why at times, Aquarians tend to get singled out in conservative groups.

You know what.This is unbelievably true!!! Hahaha. This indicates the inflexibility of me! But I'm really glad because my friends didn't isolate me for that.

SUM OF ALL, I think I'm really a classic aquarians. Maybe horoscope is a better way for you to find out more about yourself, i'm not joking! You'll be surprised to see how accurate it is.

Orchard road babehhh!

2011-09-20T03:14:00.002+08:00

Howdeh guys! :)

I'll just run through a quick update now.......with pictures! Ha Ha Ha.
Ikr, I'm just being kinda vain recently. LOL. Cause I personally love to read blogs with pictures! I mean, a good blogger suppose to WRITE, but ha, I'm just one of the turning sour ones. So no objection right!

:-P

Oh yea, just fyi, I'm dying my hair black! Woots! Sayonara to my sorta brown-yellowish hair. It looked damaged and fluffy! So black hair is still a better choice so far! At least it looks so much like.... er.... SILK. :D And less Wildness! haha. I just have this perception whereby girls that having yellow hair are literally Wild-type. (it's a compliment tho) Unless yours are like mine, half of it black and the bottom is frigging yellow, Sooo ugly! So I guess I'm just gonna stick back to black for now, haha. I'll be carefree of the root hair growing problem. How nice it'd be :) AND IMPORTANTLY, I look guai-er. hahaha

Okay dokey. Let's get started!

Went to Orchard again today! With my new outfit on! Love mah wedges soo much! Finally I got it!

Leggings, bags, wedges. Ready to go! Woohoooo!

Went to ION Shu Teppan to have Shabu Shabu and Teppanyaki! The ambiance is overally okay. But the waitresses are just sorta behaving weird. The shop is full of customers' photos. We waited, but no one really came and took a photo of us. wtf.

We ordered a set of chicken tepanyaki and pork marble shabu-shabu.

Blurred! Haha. Mah sister!

The black hair me :D It looks really black, right?

Erm, it costs $32++ for both the meals. Kinda worth it. But the food isn't as perfect tho. Speaking of best teppanyaki, I still prefer the one in MBS. haha. Maybe we should have tried the Wagyu beef next time, it's chef recommended anyway. Better luck next time.

Taken @ Ion toilet! Hahaha

After that, YES. Desserts to mark an end. There's no dessert should be excused from a proper meal.

So we wander around orchard road and just so happen to bump into some random live bands.

Haha. Pretty cool right?Idk why, orchard looks forever like weekend.

So there, we stopped by Marche! A swiss food market! I can 100% guarantee that you'll definitely be jaw-dropping surprised to see the food inside! This is just a small section which sells breads!

And adorable decoration!

It's reserved for Us. hahaha

Chocolatey muffin *love*

Apple pie! :)

And also got my favorite $1 bread icecream!!!! It's a must try ice cream if you come here

Boohoo!

Meet my braces yo! :P hahaha

Supa love this picture! :DDDDD

Gotcha! haha. idk I appear to be thinner here. muahaha. that's why i love this pic :P

LOLOL. Actually this post can be done faster, but I just got distracted half way. Cause I just realized my exam result was released few minutes ago. So was checking it just now. lol. Okay, think its time to hit mah comfy bed! Goodnite people! Sweet dream!

Coffee club tea time!

2011-09-17T09:48:00.000+08:00

Woots!
I've been doing great and hardworking on updating my blog.
Due to the large number of photos have on hands, so I should blog diligently to avoid any accumulation. haha.

I've always been craving for sweet things if you know me, I could simply give up anything but definitely not desserts!! They meant everything for me :D lol. That's why I'm just kinda worry of having diabetes someday. But I really love how sugar rush feels, it keeps me delighted for whole day long!

Since I was doing free yesterday, I had the thoughts of High tea-ing with my sister. Had been scrounging around for the best and valued place for my tea session. hmm. I'm forever having great fantasy over the traditional english afternoon tea! Elegant background setting and eye candy 3 layers desserts, which the first layer is filled with muffins and scones, second with some sandwiches and third with some other little indulgences. Drools.

Hence, TWG came first to my mind. But after googling on the price, set menu and etc, totally blown off. Per pax around $39 ++. Simple math calculation, my sis and i will need $80. My sis told me for that money, we can have marriot buffet in Miri already! haha. True! So we went COFFEE CLUB instead, hahaha. Downgraded so much from TWG. :-P but that's what we can afford.

Nevertheless, COFFEE CLUB serves really good and delicious desserts and food! :))) My sis and I both had a fun and bonding session there.

Lime Macaroons!But its quite hard to crumble up, because once it's chopped, everything on top cracks. haha

Salmon Crips!

Done teaing :D Where's the table etiquette? haha

Guess I'll stop here. Going out to have breakfast soon! hehe :)

Early morn' update

2011-09-15T06:50:00.000+08:00

It's 6.06am now.
What an early bird right here.
It's raining outside. Leaving my window half opened. :) And I simply love this cooling breeze & enjoy much listening this pitter patter sound.
How good if I'm served with a cup of hot coffee and some scotch finger biscuits. *Slurps*

However, *pulling back to reality* NO. I can't! Cause I'll have to sleep soon. As a matter of fact, I haven't got to bed, er..well, since 12am? Lol. Just spending my time roaming around my house and yea, browsing through the website and of course Sims social. hahaha. My sis's claiming me no life, but like I care? haha. that's normally how a person spend their holiday, isn't it?

Okay, since I've not gotten any sleepy sign, I shall blog. :P

My day @ clarke quay!

With my favorite flats on :D

The lake view will never fail to cheer me up :) with never-look-dull buildings

Late dinner at Fremantle restaurant!

Chilling drinks. Good girls drink only orange juice and sprite, aren't they? :P

Just some random table lamp. hehs

Wonderful nightlife! :)

Some games that break the calm night! G-max Bungee. Everyone was still showing up smile

Ready to launch. Where is the smile? haha. Seriously, I was having that kind of feeling like, "god, I'll pass my life to you now, dead or alive, you'll decide!!" haha

Just for a clearer picture of the height. Can you see that? It goes like catapult concept. You are like sitting inside the stone, and got stretched to the max and flinged!!

Whee, one step nearer to heaven! hahahaha

Ends with a picture :)

Oh my gosh. it's 6.46am. I really need to sleep right now! C: Sis is waking up soon I guess! haha
nanite :)

nice movie: little things called love :)

2011-09-13T15:02:00.001+08:00

hey peeps
I'm doing pretty good :)
First of all, haha, apologize for the auto play music beside. I know it annoys most of the people, I just want everyone gets to listen it, hmm, even just for a few secs before turning it off.

Watched this thai movie yesterday, I think it is kinda an old movie which releases on last year.
Get to know this movie through facebook, since everyone is sharing it, and I'm doing quite bored, so just watched it, why not?

It's really a nice movie, altho the quality isn't as good as those hollywood films, it's simple yet touching movie and full of laughter. It's also my first time, ever watched a Thai movie, cept some horror movie from thailand.

What really makes me so fond of this movie, is the actress and the actor. HOHMAIGOD. pretty and shuai :)
Maybe if you all really doing free, then can consider to watch it

Shuai geeeeeerr :)

Haha. so cute right. She reminds me of myself. lol. how i used to be so dark when I was in primary school.

And seriously everyone thought I was a boy and being isolated when I was primary one. :( I even got insulted by my classmate asking why did I wear skirt instead of trousers. haha.

And there, she has grown prettier :)

Maybe you guys should check it out yourself to see how a caterpillar becomes a butterfly :)

So having me watched this movie, I actually googled the girl's name, and amazingly, I just realized who she is.
I dunno have you all watched a very famous ads that shared broadly on facebook few years ago.
nehmind, check this video out maybe you all can recall a bit.

rather wordy, but I have issues!

2011-09-10T02:59:00.000+08:00

You know what?
Never ever feel dumbfounded when you are backstabbed/betrayed by some random fellow in your life.

I did actually, reckoned before posting this blogpost. but I don't know why. Probably I just couldn't get over some parts in you, that utterly get on my nerves. *deep breathe* I'm trying to deliver this post in a good, perhaps a positive manner. I swear, I ever freaking thought of bringing your big name up here. but I wanted to be more rational and less exposed. :( so that's it.

Well, some girls. I literally want or urge to know what's in their minds.
I thought YOU was really a good one few years before, pleasant face and intelligent. I did, honestly gave the admiring face whenever I saw you in school. *cough*
But sooner, after this few years, you had got me thinking, "Hmm, why weren't you as perfect as before?" The beauty in you had started to fade each day, Yes, I can say, even to UGLY. I'm not physically attacking her appearance, but somewhat deeper, behavior, that makes her look really ugly.
And what now? You're even thinking of playing the fire on my tail and doing some ridiculous stuff that intentionally messed with me. SO, what can I say now? Are you qualified yet to be called a bitch? YES, OF COURSE! You deserve this highly honored title from me.
Take it as a compliment, will you? Since you know this gonna happen at the first place.

Thinking back. I used to try really hard to start up convo with you merely to please someone else. I'm really STUPID. and you really disgusted me a lot NOW, and FOREVER. Even your friend could do nothing to stop you from doing these, bunch of failed friends, aren't they? I'm surprised and clueless on how the hell they can still make fun of it. I know, they don't give a single fuck about me, cause im NOBODY to them, now I hereby tell you that, "YOU ALL ARE FUCKING NO ONE TO ME EITHER"

*chilling*

Thanks to yourself, who makes yourself turn out this ugly now.

Although I'm convincing myself not to think any further, or probably take nothing on you or even your existence, but you seriously owe me a sorry or maybe not just me only, maybe other sufferers as well, who knows how mighty is your coverage?!

Kay, a more positive thought, maybe I should say thanks, for bringing me this rolling coaster kind of feel in my life. I wouldn't angry about it anymore, but if you asked me, "can we ever be friend someday?" My answer is NO, I wouldn't bother to even look at you when I meet you on the street. Probably greet you with the BIG ROLLING EYES. hahahaha

Things wouldn't just go as easy as it appears. The deep down, could never be remedied.
And don't say that I'm stubborn, cause I'm just seeking a balance in between sad & happy.

Everything's gonna back to normal in my next post. I wouldn't let myself down anymore, NO MORE :)
thanks peep, esp cwx :) your the best! muacks!

2011-09-08T05:07:00.000+08:00

“哈哈”

可以意味着讽刺的笑。。。

又或着是开怀的笑。。。

短短的两个文字都已经如此的难以难以捉摸。。。

更何况说是一个人的心？

Jigsaw puzzle says

2011-09-07T23:01:00.000+08:00

Jigsaw puzzle

can never be solved

when we are trying the hell out of everything

to snap the two wrong pieces into place

No matter how hard we've tried

The edges aren't meant to be fitted

People who are not willing to give up trying

you may call them stubborn

but you can't call them stupid

because that's the way they lived

they're holding on FALSE believes & hopes

but however, they are not aware that doing this can actually be hurtful,

or eventually messing up the whole puzzle

making it uncompleted.

YET,

People who have already given up trying at the early stage

you may say that they are lacking of willpower

but you can't deny the truth that, sometime, they are just smarter than anyone else,

because they choose to get the right ones

or maybe letting go the wrong ones

p/s: not emo, just something randomly came across my mind, so i wrote it down :)

Save me outta this boredom!

2011-09-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

Start the post with a narcissistic photo of mine!

Hahaha.
I like this photo, although it looks a little retarded. haha

All my exams and tests are over, officially! :D
I've been a little bit tight arsed for my last paper, I hope I still managed to score it. #Imusthavefaith
This time round, I'm not that looking forward to this holidays! Reason being, I've just got weary with the upcoming FYP!! needa meet client, do proposal, survey and all that. FML. That's absolutely a bad bad BAD idea, and what's more? we need to get things done during this holidays!!
Okay, whatever, just screw that.

Today's the first day of my holidays. I could literally foresee how dull this holiday could be! Probably that is because I'm all alone in this fourstorey building! :( Even when I shout, I hear echos. fml. and it's still unfurnished since forever! idk why!!!

Omg. my mind being a tard today, it cannot think, nor work well. urgh!
I just have this random thoughts to have pizzas! Anyone? :x

booohooo.

2011-08-29T21:37:00.000+08:00

meet my pretteh mommmaaaa. :')

OHMAIIIIIII. she's gorgeous, that's why, she got me! hahahaha

Peeps, I'm back in my little nest. Urgh.
Gotta work like a horse for these 2 days!
I duwanna screw my last paper!

Before boarding!

2011-08-24T10:14:00.001+08:00

Hey guys,
I'm blogging pretty early today :)
I'll soon be in Miri, that lovey dovey place of mine.
Don't think imma' blog any further, I mean, for the next few days since I won't be bringing my laptop back with me!
So is this kind of like compensating. haha. Sorry bloggieeeee!
At any rate, I just want to take the trouble to keep this blog looks spirited. So, I'll just jabber about whatever comes to my thought now.

Yesterday's paper not bad tho. at least, I can remember most of the things I had been memorizing and going through for the past few days. I think I'll need more raisins for the next paper! Which is the one I afraid most! :O But I still have the guts to go back, altho I have the faith that I won't, or can't possibly manage to play & study at the same time!

I'll still give it a bet cuz' i simply miss my friends too much. OOPS. i'm not VERY EXTREMELY friend-oriented type of people. SO, I'll say, Family instead! haha.

Urgh. asdfasdf. I'm so pissed off by my weight! How the hell I can get fat! NOOO! This can't be and shouldn't be! -_____- I must really work on that once I got back from miri, in a big way! My life sucks, there are constantly only these 2 words "DIET" & "FOOD"! Like you were given only one option. Why I'm not the kind of people who can eat carefreely without getting a tiny fats? Life's just unfair! HMMM. how many people out there are actually trying to get fat, but they can't. But people like me, will never get slim. wtfwtfwtf.

Guess its a bad idea to blog in da morning! haha. Always my mood always gets fluctuated. CANNOT. I MUST KEEP THE JOYOUS! *MIRI MIRI MIRI*

Kaylar. I think I'm going to stop here for now. I still got to bath and prepare up a bit. Toodles! Have a goood day ahead orite! :*)

MISS YOU BLOGGIE

The MUSTs every time I travel. :O

Regardless how many travelling days. The luggage will always be FULL!

Accessories

girls adore

2011-08-22T03:14:00.003+08:00

Girls are born to have shopaholic genes.

WELL. That's stated correctly.

At least, I haven't found any girl that doesn't or dislike shopping.

WHOOPS. I think I'm in a real deeeeeeeeppp shit. Every time when my exam is approaching, I'm down with this "aggressive shopper" mode. The cells in me are just stimulating and started to excrete some kind of shopping hormones hence prompting me to go for a HARDCORE SHOPPING SPREE. Cuz' you know what, in Singapore, 1st is about SHOPPING, 2nd is about food. Don't be surprised to see me went broke and fat in the near future.

So, I woke up rather early today, purely to make sure that I've got enough time for my revision and so that I can shop guiltlessly. But that was quite a big failed. D: but nevertheless, shopping serves its priority. SO, setting aside the undone revision, I still went to orchard road.

Haha. I'm all well with my winnings today. Woots. I hope I really do. Cuz' for quite a lot of times, I happened to be dislike them once I tried them on again at home. Or after I got bad comments from family & friends.

HOKAY, let's cut off the junks. haha and jump to the photos! :D

That's gonna be a lot of photos ahead, take note! haha

Bathe and set to go. Oops. too much on eyebrows. haha. Looks as if I was having a toothache or something. haha

No, this is not an ice cream! haha yogurt serves with cone. woots. but it doesn't taste as nice tho. :(

Just me. :D

Pinned better?

Or tie it. haha

Hahaha. forever forever21. hmm. That's the must outlet if I ever wanted to shop! Affordable and it gives me a feeling of shopping inside a clothes factory! The clothes are just too much and scattered around.

Cuz' it simply signifies that, I'm going to be 21 forever! :D

3 pants again! hahaa

another 3 tops. Upon paying, I just realized that the yellow one and grey one are actually of the same fabric, they look identical!

Bershka.

Jumpsuits again! haha. I just fond of jumpsuits.

This dangling thing attaches to the belt

Such an eye candy, isn't it?

Moving on. COSMETICS! hahaha
Eyebrow gel and eyebrow palette!

The case is just *lovesssss*

Open up! It actually comes with the basic kit, brushes and so on. And a.....user hand ~~book~~ sheet

Closer view! NICE RIGHT!!!!

GEL! haha. at first I thought it was like a color gel, so I just have to apply on my eyebrows, but who knows it has to be used together with the pencils or palette. It's actually colorless, just for the purpose of setting up your eyebrow at the last step! Functions like your hair gel.

Pretty handy!

Concealer pen and highlighter.
Haha. guys who are reading my post now probably get a little bit confused. *what the heck is highlighter?! Aren't they something to draw on your books or notes?!* Okay. haha Ikr, girls. Didn't you guys know that girls are actually the easiest human kind to get profits from? haha

Concealer!

It actually has two ends. This smaller size end probably helps you to reach out some small areas on your face.

Highlighter pen! Haven't really figured out how it works. Should be liquid like one.

Last but not least!

MASKS! hehehe. damn. So ex to buy in Singapore! Taiwan sells for only RM20! How good! +_+

ORITE, end a photo of me AGAIN! hahaa

Night people! :D good week ahead!

musics&life, something inseparable.

2011-08-21T01:33:00.000+08:00

Music has been my playmate, my lover, my crying tower.

YAYerrrs

2011-08-19T23:28:00.001+08:00

Love doing mindmap lately. haha

Whoa. it's been looooong while.

Finally,I'm able to be up and around ONCE again. Tests & exams ain't taking me down. HAHAHA.

2 more subjects to be tested, one on 23rd the next is on 31st AUGUST, which is after I got back from Miri. haha. Nice.

Uhm, all the tests are running good, except for PM & CRM. They are the pain in muh arse, arse arse! :(

Shouldn't have looked down on them, that's why. I thought they are going to be easy, yea, I THOUGHT. Hmm. So, I think I kind of screwed them up. *Sigh*

Okay, at least the other 2 wasn't as bad. haha.

OH YEA. DO YOU GUYS KNOW THAT I BOUGHT A NEW CAM FOR MYSELF?

LOLOL. Like, few weeks ago. hehe. It's a Canon.

So yea, meet my toy!

It's actually recommended by my friend, haha. he told me this is good, so I just bought la apparently. Cause I merely know nothing bout the camera ISO or whatever shit, ~~cept shooting myself.~~ haha

Imma use it to shoot photos now onward. So start from now, be ready to enjoy the 5-stars look-alike photos. haha. Kidding. XD. I know, this little toy is incomparable to the DSLRs, or any of the high end cameras out there. SO SORRY AND DON'T LAUGH AT ME. haha. anyway, I have not really done browsing and figuring out all the functions tho. haha. Told ya, I'm taken since this semester begins. Whole lot of shits have to be picked. But next semester onward, I'll be like a bird out of the cage!!

NO MORE SCHOOL, okay, still have to go school, but guess that'd be just like twice or thrice in a week?! haha. idk. cause I'm having my Final year project next semester. Woohoo.

Whoops :/ why do I feel like it's already a holiday now. Little sis is already in Miri now. SOOOOO nice. but I'll be back on 24th, I'm anticipating a whole pool of funs with my buddies. c3 is in miri, everyone is in miri. I mean most of them.

GOSH I hope they are all available and able to entertain me, else, my ticket will be worthless. lol. getting pressure? hahaha. JUST GET YOUR ARSE READY WHEN I TEXT YOU. haha. Sounds so much like a mafia.

And 1 more thing, I think, I got fatter, 0.5-1kg, out of no why! Can somebody tell me waaaiii? Altho I just have a meal a day. x.x So annoying, my freaking weight! It is either remains or rises. FML.

SO,

No photo for myself. hehe.

Randomly bumped upon this guy in orchard the other day. We were inside the car, so he just performed, sort of a quick show, in the middle of the road when the pedestrian light turns green. I thought he did for fun, but who knows he actually asked for money in the end. zzz only. Who will ever bother to wind down their cars' windows!?! NO ONE.

HAHA. BIG FAIL. :P

Oh yea, just before I go off. haha This video was done by my sis (70%) me (30%) haha for one of my assignment presentation slide. I think she shared it somehow, nevermind. I'll share it again. haha.

Cause I was actually talking on the importance of backups. haha.

14/8/2011

2011-08-14T13:52:00.002+08:00

Some people just won't keep their nose clean

They deserve to be lonely forever.

B stands for BUSY!

2011-08-13T21:03:00.002+08:00

So busy
so busy
so busy....

I've got so much to share.
But so little time to do.
I really want to make a promise to update on next thursday.

And yea, one of the members from my clan is leaving for US this coming monday. T__T Can't even attend his farewell. Sigh~ But good thing is, we have members located all over the world. hahaha. Anyway, all the best bro! :) Take care there and study hard!

When blus meet blues.

2011-08-01T23:41:00.003+08:00

What a day :(
If you all do follow me in twitter, I'm so sorry for swearing that much. Urghs. That sucks, I know. Seeing all the F words flooding in your timeline.
Uhm. wasn't that bad afterall, it gets better. Just nice to get recovered before my test, else sincerely, imma screw it up.

Well, ~~story goes this way.~~
Arh. forget bout it. I'm not born to be a good story teller.
Basically, just some displeasing shits happened to me. Gosh, I can literally picture how the staff looks like until now. Sucker. I hate him and he is rude, slow and dumb. Whatever.
The conclusion is, I came rain or shine to collect my stuff and ALL THEY DO WAS SOME FINGER JOBS ON THEIR COMPUTER and told me it was transferred to another office already. pfft. I was like "Man, you gotta be kidding me with your dumb face on. Please, this is not funny"
Kay, so I requested a double check from him (in a blamming tone)

All he showed was

Asshole face

I was holding my breathe, exhaling, inhaling. Thinking back, I was on the edge of getting trapped in some power generator places while searching my way to your fucking post office. I late for an hour for my lesson to take merely NOTHING home, I walked miles from train station to your place, AND ALL I GOT IN RETURN WAS "It wasn't here" FULLSTOP. Not even a sorry

I've never felt that depress before, seriously. I mean, in a sense of super discouraging.
Like, WHY GOD? WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME?!

Maybe it was me. I'm impatient. lol. Even my sister says so.

Take for example, upon queueing in supermarket for payment, if my line is LONG and NOT moving, I'll seriously complain and complain, or even worse, cursing and blamming the employees for their slow actions, customers for buying sooooo much things or even myself for not having a good fortune in choosing which line to queue. I know it's pretty bad. but that's soooo me.

LOL. That's why. ~~I got constipation.~~ Used to. Cuz' the fact that I'm not even giving my arse to do the processing jobs and comes up with the products. I used to think it was time-wasting to sit on toilet bowl for several minutes. I could have done something better with those times. Hahaha. weird mindset.

K la. just a random update. hehe. Today test isn't bad tho. Hope I was able to secure an A for that. haha.

WHY AM I SO BUSY? :(

2011-07-31T00:50:00.002+08:00

Gawd. I'm so sorry people.
I've been doing freaking busy these days, no, I mean this month.
Endless assignment, when are you going to end?
Exams & tests why are you here torturing me?

:'( I have started to feel unmotivated these days.
Even there's a test on this upcoming monday.
I've been pondering, whats my path way in the future?
Where am I supposed to go for my furthur studies?
Which campus I'll be entering?

So many questionmarks, yet, everything left unanswered.

Troubling much, urgh.

Haha. anyway, I'm doing good, people. Take care on the other side too.
Uhm, and I guess you all miss me, no? hahaha
Camwhoring. yes! :D

Heavy dark eye cirlces

HAHA. i can hardly survive without makeups, they are the best invetions ever! :D See how tired my face get w/o make up and lens? :x
till then!
:D Byes.

19/7/2011

2011-07-19T11:39:00.005+08:00

What a boring school day.

Dieting life sucks.

How I wish I could chew on something REALLY GOOD & FAT.

Yummmmm*

And become a care-free real fat ass.

But my desires got beaten by my consciences OFTEN.

charge of guilt.

YES. REMEMBER DIET REMEMBER DIET!!!

But nevertheless, finally I can take a break on this coming Wednesday. Wheeee

Blasting musics

Taking a great sip

AND DANCE ALL NIGHT LONG!

17/7/2011 :)

2011-07-17T11:05:00.004+08:00

Sup pals.
I've been swamped with workloads recently. Sigh.
Idk how the hell I could get this busy as now. It wasn't like last mins work also.
Once an assignment is down, I've to prepare presentation slides and so on, ROUTINELY for every freaking module.
Damnthing.
And less than 2 weeks time, another test is approaching. pfft. :(( complaining makes life miserable. So I should stop now.

Think of it, it wasn't that bad tho, at least, well I MEAN AT LEAST, I had the chance to watch kpop concert the other day. What's more? friends are visiting SG on wednesday, enliven my days please, my fellow buddies!!

Talking on Kpop concert. It was awesome. I didn't know it could turn out that good. cos I can't name nor sing a song of them. Initially, my intention of going there was just to spot some cute korean guys. Yes, I spotted a few. but they look so plastic-like. lol.

The girl in front of me freaking amused me for the whole night, her moves with the songs and all that. I was laughing my ass off with my sister. My sister even captured a photo of her. I think Singaporeans are just so into korean stars, idk why.

I would rather prefer bands like LMFAO, far east movement, black eyed peas etc, so that I can party all night long. haha. woots
Overally, it is still good. at least, I learnt who MISSA is and 2 of the members are from china, tae yang is from big bang and he is short and hawt, TOP is cute and tall, 2NE1 has a very japanese style make ups and costumes and ukiss has a cute member that can speak good english,not bad huh? :D

During Tae Yang solo performance! woots.
See the crowds! OMG

And yea, the girl in front me. haha.

Snap shot of my little sister.
Walking down the road and
On our way to tampines mall yesterday.

Outfit of the day. I think my shoulders are getting broader! FML. consequences of hardcore freestyle swimming. :(

Had our all time favourite frozen yogurt at J.co doughnuts. Looks like a bad decision to go J.co. Their yogurt dissapoointed us for a while.
And you know what, my crave for frozen yogurt never stop since I had the first bite in my life, and there, I even ordered an ice cream machine to make my own frozen yogurt! hope I can get it as soon as possible! :DD

LOL. i love this photo. Was removing my make ups and sis insisted to take a photo. hehe

Haha. i think that's it for now. needa have my lunch soon! take care people!

Denim obsessions

2011-07-09T23:50:00.004+08:00

Summer is in the air, have you gotten all your summer wears? YESSSSSSSH. Got it SINCE the day I was born. *Long Exhalation* I got summer whole year long! Living in tropical country, that's basically ALL you got! Yes I mean ALL dead summer for the freaking whole year.

But nevertheless, it has some good stuff with it. Such as, uhm. You won't be cold to death during the winters, your wallet won't get burned for shopping seasonal clothes and there, it saves a lot of spaces for your baggage if you were to go for a vacation. YES, that cumbersome winter coats will definitely drive you crazy, one of them is enough to eat up the whole space.

LOLOL. deceiving much. Okay lar. We should be appreciative for what we got, aren't we?

Of course, I love summer for some reasons too. All that because you can nearly see all the shopping malls start to sell those very lovable summer wears, which suit everyone who lives in Malaysia or Singapore.

By this, I will NEVER miss the chance to grab a few pieces.

So, there, I've gotten myself a perfect reason to shop. *satisfactions*

Sorry guys, I'm just sorta lack of inspirations to blog recently, so allow me to blog bout my goodies AGAIN, alright? :DD

By the way, piece of advise for guys out there! Please DO NOT bring your girlfriend to any of the shopping mall recently. They will swipe all your credit cards off, or drain all your neatly arranged cashes in the wallet. Dangerous ZONE man, ain't kidding. :D

In the middle of shopping, sorry sis, cropped you off. haha

Anyway, first time in my life, I feel that I'm SHORT. First time, I complain about my height! That's why I will NEVER EVER LOOK THIN! Goodgosh. I wonder will I still grow taller at my age? Which is kinda impossible. -__-

Back to the pic, my elder sis's friend actually told me that my birkenstock looks boyish. My heart broken. :( THAT'S AWESOME OKAY, PARDON ME, AWESOME SHOULD BE THE WORD!!! Take that.

But If would be awesomer if I could get this pair

Nice right? If you think I have weird taste, then you suck. Haha. kidding :D

Let's get started. Wheeee :)

Got myself some shorts again.

Can't resist whenever I saw those red sales tag pasting all around the shop with "50% off" "Buy 1 free 1" thingy. OMG. So by nature, at any rate, you would probably get yourself something so that you won't be lost out somewhere, y'know? Singaporean traits. No wonder, people are claiming Singapore girls are high maintenance. LOLOL. I think KL girls too. Miri girls still the best so far, I guess. Muahahaha. Good implication right!

Pretty comfy and nice :)

Tank top !

Both of them are from Topshop. :D Finally, i've got something for myself from their sales!
Remember the other day I shopped online? Woots. Finally the pants delivered to me!

It is so good in quality, the fabric and all! You could rarely believe that it costs only 20bucks!

Hahaha. by the way, do you know that I've bought more than 20 denim shorts since the day I come Singapore. They just got me sprung.:D

Ta darrrr. hahaha.

Today is sucha boring day :( I'm spending my time away mucking around. I swear, it's gon' be a productive day tmrw.

By the way, whats wrong with malaysia now? it seems like having some shits happening right now! Aiks. politics, ain't my stuff. -__-

Clothes Im in love with lately.

2011-07-04T23:22:00.004+08:00

Howdeh guys, since I've a little chance to bail myself out of my hectic life, let's blog! why not?
haha.
Just done my presentation today, uhm. didn't screw up(I guess). So it's time to relax FOR A WHILE. I still have few assignments which are queued. FML.

Anyway, I'm so in ♥ with bright colors clothes lately! I think it's trending to somewhat bright pigment colors now. idkfashion. But I have a pair of observance eyes! haha. All I can see from zara, topshop, forever21, mango or even some other retail stores are selling these very natural bright colors tops, pants and etc.
So tell me, HOW COULD I NOT LOVE IT?

:D

heeee :)
Some goodies that I bought. haha

3 of them are from f21 and one is from bershka! Haha. Bershka is a newly discovered outlet of mine. Omg. they are selling fuckingly cheap clothes. Wasn't able to snatch a few more pieces for myself because it was SOOOO crowded by that time! Even guys fight for the dressing rooms. pfft max!
I DISLIKE QUEUING!

Anyway, I only spent $100 for these 4 pieces. Woots. Wiseful spender down here. hahaha! *proud face*

And also a head band that for me to act cute and this round bulky thing is actually a hairband that helps your hair bun to be done perfectly!

LOL. Well, me. is. greedy.
SOOO, I decided to online shopping again! hahaha.
YOU KNOW WHAT? I just ordered this dress from Marc Jacobs that costs me $2k!

Jaw-dropping gorgeous!♥

HAHAHA. it was a prank. how the hell would I spend $2k on this dress. I bet imma wear it once or twice ONLY. HAHA. it costs me only freaking 20bucks. Muahaha.
Why do I feel myself even a step closer to become an intelligent wife that SAVE money :D hehe. but still dunno the quality yet.

If you think the dress is familiar, hahaha. look at this photo below.

Haha. NOW you got it?

But I start to feel worry cos. me. is. short. I think the dress can touch the ground when I walk. see how then. else I'm gonna show my sewing skills on it. :x

Oh yea, last thing! WHO'S PLAYING RESTAURANT STORY? PLEASE ADD ME AS NEIGHBOUR! hehe

lomo rules :D

2011-06-29T15:31:00.003+08:00

My blogpost has gone! Horrible. How hard to get me sit here unflinchingly and blog, and now, this little problem just nice, messed it off. MAN!!! I got to say, it wipes off the little blogging mood in me, I've got even slacken right now. Ahhh. But still, I will try hard to come up with a hunky dorey post. Thats so disheartening! I must say.

Arh, get it right, sing sien! Stop complaining and start moving your fingers :D hehe. I sense proficiency!

Well, the first para of my last blog post was about HOW I WANTED TO BLOG EVERYTIME. haha. That's lame. I shall present it in a more sensible way. haha. So I'll just pretend I've never written those things before, and start it all over :D

Talking on blogging, I got to say, Its kinda time consuming. Few days back, my sis told me that she's going to start a blog at weebly, since it is more easy and she will blog just for herself. So I asked her, what's the point then? You moved there and nobody gives a shit bout what youve blogged! Is blogging really your hobby? Haha. So right now, I kinda amend my thoughts, is blogging really my hobby? lol. This question is tough man!

I remember, I start blogging cause I'm bored and I kept it as a diary. After that, my friends started aware of my blog, so I blogged for them to know my whereabouts, soon after, I start to "SOMEHOW" Gain some readers, so I blog for them to see my life, NOW i guess, my readers have gone, so why am I blogging? haha. Thats a big doubt. But nehmind, I'll still blog diligently once I have free time *finger crossing*

Other than this, I think I've been complaining to my sis about "HOW INSUFFICIENT MY TIME IS". So I did myself a so-called time analysis. And AWESOMELY it shows,

I need 27hours a day! wtf. 24hours? it doesn't even hit sufficient border. HANG IN THERE, I should recount it, haha. 1 hour for twitter and facebook, whats with blogging? it will eat up another 1 hour too, laundry and some other stuff I'm gonna fiddle with, add and minus, OKAY. I'll need 30hours a day! wtf. Thats crap. but I think the best solution goes, "School should be banned". That makes better sense. haha.

Is it just me? Why do I feel that time passes extraordinarily FAST these days. So it's because I've grew older? asdfasdfasdf :(((

Anyway, I'll be sitting my another test on this coming thursday, which technically says, TOMORROW! FML. I must be wanting to die pretty fast! I'm so unprepared, nah nah, like for everything, physically and mentally. haha. You know what's the worse? I don't feel guilty at all. *evil cracksss* Shall depends on tonight's mood, if it says, "Okay, your mentally prepared to flip your notes now" and I will just do it :) I just easily got distracted by things surrounded, Gadgets. They kill! or in other way, I should say, social networks kill! haha.

See how I not get tempted?

Haha. Move onn.....Finally, I managed to draw out a weeny bit of my time to go back to my old living place to take my leftover clothes. haha. 2 bagfuls and there are still a lot more. Couldn't take all, and besides, I don't think my wardrobe has enough space for me to stuff in. Haha. OMG. I was still thinking to go for a shopping spree this coming weekend, guess, I have to reconsider now D:

Aha, I think I have short term memory. tsk. I couldn't remember what I wrote in my prev post edi. XD I remember there are still some paragraphs. :P Okay dokey, since I have no particular thang to blog again right now, I'll just post some photos here :D

Swiming pool that I normally swim at. Its too shallow, only breast depth I guess? haha. Hardly for me to get drowned. Not challenging at ALL. HAHA. but I love the scene, it's so relax, isn't it?

Lastly, I have something to amuse you guys up!

An epic failed act cute photo of me. There you go.

Haha. Wanted to post it cuz' I think I rarely have cute photos, beside the fact that I'm not cute type but cool type. haha. No matter how, cool or cute lie in the eyes of the beholders, so just heck care it then!

klar.thatsit.thxbye take care everyone!

25/6/2011

2011-06-25T13:27:00.002+08:00

Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway.

I just want to say.

2011-06-20T23:19:00.001+08:00

"I detested you for your timid behavioural. I blamed cuz' I think you were never put in effort to safeguard our friendship. I even blamed cuz' someone being so intolerant and narrow"

These, all these, they could never be thrown out of my mind for the past few days.

But thank god, I was somehow "consulted" by my little sister after I told her the ins and outs. So I was quite settled and I started to put myself in that position. Maybe I was wrong? NO! I WAS TOTALLY WRONG. How could I blame someone that has done nothing wrong. If I were you, I'd do the same too. So i think i owe them a SORRY. a sincerely sorry, for having these bad thoughts.

Although it was the matter that happened almost a year. I hope it would clear all the misunderstoods away. Be it to the ones who've heard bout this incident or not. I mean, I'm absolutely not pushing away all the falses. Because I was passed out, lost my sensations & conscious at that time. Until the next day, my friend told me how serious it was, I wasn't really bothered because I didn't even remember I did all these.

The last thing I could recall from all the fragmented scenes was that I was having a good toss with my friends. I stunned for quite a minute the next day when I opened my eyes, with changed pyjamas on, trying hard to gather all the little pieces of my memory. But I couldn't recall any single shit that happened after. And what's next? undoubtedly, hungovers!

Thinking back then, excessive alcohols ain't something fun to deal with. Maybe a little of them adds in a little sense of well-being. but too much is so a NO NO. I swear I'm not gonna do any foolish and stupid thing again. That's why, I've banned liquors for quite a while, beers are still my first choice. But OMG. beer belliesssss D:

So, sum of the sums, my low awareness had brought so much troubles to both of them. Although it's seemedly a small matter, but I think it somehow, somewhere destroyed the most important thing that both of you shared--- faith! And for me, I've lost a best friend and may or may not gained an enemy. :(

Anyway, I'm so glad to see that you two are being so good now :) Take care buddy!

Call me Mrs. been :D

2011-06-15T22:55:00.004+08:00

Good Gosh. For real, I can't remember when was the last time I took a load off and lay on my couch/bed and blogged. It seems so hard by now. As you KNOW, miri always has problem with connection, what's more with only RM66 paid per month, I can't expect more I know :'( So I'm giving in sooo much patience(which is beyond your imagination) and wait for it to load like how a RM66 line suppose to behave.

Despite of my suck ttm connection, I don't have a proper laptop to blog as well. D: Dislike my sis's lappie, gosh. I wonder how can she use it. It's freaking small in size, including the screen of course. Unbearable for me to see small screen thing, like every time you got to scroll scroll and SCROLL. It only brings me more fusses everytime I SCROLLED a little. So I'd subsequently click on the small cross at the top right corner. Thats' why you see NO me these 2 weeks.

So I think I could be reasonably exempted from any charges for not updating my blog because of these reasons, yea?

Hmm. Lemme think what should I blog now. :O Outings? and WHAT ELSE? don't think I'm gonna blog further about my outings. If I were to blog, that would be boring cos it's just like a repetition for every blog posts.

To sum my outings, I've met most of my friends in MIRI. Fabulous, fantastic, awesome, amazing. haha. So now I've left with 4 days, needa meet more :b anyone? :)

I also had so much rice dumplings these days, mum just couldn't help from making it. She has made more than you can think. They are goddamnit yummy. I'm not kidding. But I'm just afraid. Afraid of the calories it has! Do you know how much calories in one dumpling? :O Nah. Forget bout it, else you'd have no guts to push it down to your throat. So every time I try to NOT eat it, mum will definitely come out with her typical saying "I ain't gonna make for you all again next year" Whoa. It was like a curse, then I'll automatically go and pick up one and eat it.

So right, for these that, I've gained weight again. FML. FML. Took me a month plus to drop 2kgs and 2 weeks to gain back. Disastrous. HOLYSHIT. Have to restart everything once I got back to Singapore. Aiks. Life's a bitch. It sucks. I really do envy some people, they just won't get fat no matter how much they have consumed. WHY IS THAT SO????!! TELL ME. *pulling hair off* Do tapeworm live inside their stomach so the calories are shared? *SLAP* OMG. can't believe I actually googled "tapeworm tablet, how much it costs" *Double slapssss* Sigh :(

Anyway, I know you all miss me QUITE much. so here are some vain photos of mine.

iphone front camera still sucks. haha.
Bye :D

noted. emotionless.

2011-06-10T00:57:00.004+08:00

Hold me tight. or set me free.

I'll merge with the clouds and disappear right after; nowhere could be found.

Endless assignments :(

2011-06-01T22:39:00.003+08:00

I've been writing & writing still writing recently for my reports. I have stack of assignments which are due pretty NOT far away. 2 more days till this term ends. and guess what? I've just noticed how I've been rushing for the assignments' due times ENDLESSLY. What an intensive term. IMAGINE, 5 assignments, all must be 25pages! Well, I must said, you may be seeing me swearing consistently in twitter, lol, just to clarify, I'm sane fellow, but those assignments somehow drive me nuts. So don't take me as those. uhm. "i-d-k-how-to-describe-fellow"

I must be blamed, partially. Gotta admit I didn't fully utilize my time. And to accomplish these vast quantity of assignments, it has really taken a toll on the quality of my assignments. Whenever I was rushing my reports, I always stopped half way, reread my whole paragraph; reckoned, "Heck, why am I writing shits?" *facepalms* but I'll soon continue my shitting paper just for the sake of completing it, regardless how much of quality has it reached! Pray hard that my tutors would be more lenient. #theonlythingicoulddo

Whatsoever. My holidays just about to begin. And I've foreseen how busy i'm going to be, casting aside all the fears of unfinishing projects, I'm going to be real busy to play in MIRI! haha. I have heaps of plan to be done with my sister. Idk why, I'm craving for ZAIKA all of sudden. I miss their lassi so damn much :'( and other dishes as well. haha. And I'll be flying to KL on this friday? OMG, which is the day after tmr, everything just goes in a pretty high velocity. Whenever my sis reminds me of JOGOYA in KL, I'll go super hyper. I must save my calories for the salmons and their mouth watering desserts, ice-creams and Ham Pa Lang also want!

Excited* Can you feel that? I guess not. XD

Went to shop for daddy and momma pressie with my sister. Yea, long due mothers day and also upcoming father's day! Bought each of them a pair of shoes. Birkenstock for my daddy, yay, just like me and my sister. So 3 of us got birkenstock! (Y) And Aldo heels for my mummy. It's really comfy, but just too bad, I don't wear heels. :( Still need some trainings, so yea, haha. Perhaps some other times, you'd see me wearing a pair of 10 inch heels walking on the street or PARKSON. TROLOLOL. Provided I've gone for legs extension.

Anyway, needa ciao at the moment. See ya peeps. Havagooddayahead cos Friday's is coming :)

Loving this quotes. I've came across too much devils. I wish they could go back to where they belong as soon as possible :D

Just another week. :D

2011-05-26T20:59:00.003+08:00

Think this is gonna be a quick yet short post. I'm sincerely sorry for my tardiness. My connection have not fixed, so I'm tethering connection via my sis 3G. haha. SMART ASS ISN'T IT?

By the way, blogger sucks! What the hell is wrong with it. I gotta keep logging in repeatedly. Damn. can't even reply my comments.

I'll be going to KL on 3rd of June and Miri on the 6th. :D
Planned to stay at my sis's bf place, but I've been hearing soo much bout the acidman thingy, horrible shit. So yea, We decided to book a hotel now, 2 people staying inside the hotel, sounds creepy either. hahaa. Anyway, I'm looking forward to be home hella much. YAY. Finally, I'm seeing eeeuuu euuu euuuu MIRI AND DADDY AND MOMMA AND EVERYONE WHO'S UP! :D Miss them eff' much.

HAHA. TELL YOU SOMETHING COOL. WOOTS. I'm going to USS AGAIN tmr, but its for the grand opening of the roller coaster. Got free tickets from somewhere. OMGEE. Can't wait to be the first to ride it. muahahaha. Bring it on. nothing can fear me :P

Ey. Sorta running out of word by naooo. D: and sis is chasing me to dance with her. haha. so I guess i'm ciao-ing now. Promise to keep this blog updated once I get my connection, which is by tomorrow!
Aiks, I'm always wondering... wondering.... how would I look like when my braces were taken off.

I'm started feeling a weeny bit irritate by my braces. GOSH. my face shape looks sooo much like deformed. So it's really hard for me to take a decent photo ever since my braces are on. :/ *dislike*

No Internet - no life!

2011-05-24T15:17:00.002+08:00

No why, I'm up here to blog for the sake of blogging :( I'm inside lecture hall now, suppose to listen attentively but you know right, being away too long from your bloggie is just bad. So I've to wave my hands high so you guys will still aware my existence :p 21/5 ain't bringing me away. Take that! Haha. Using hp to blog, so bear with me. Okay whatever.

I've moved to another house now. Think this is the last place I'm going to stay for my entire life in Singapore. Haha. Anyway, it's just a stone throw away from my old house. Haha. Not a big deal! But what really matters is that, no connection YET at my new place! Screw it. Hence, I tweet soo little these days. And I'm so keen to update a blogpost now! Anyway, I love the mighty effort that the designer has put thru, but once again, screw it. It doesn't make sense! How can the wardrobe be so tall that I can't even reach? Hello! You expect me to climb the ladder Everytime when I wanna take something? :/

Ahh. And the house is freaking 4 storey, not the worst, no elevator, that's okay, but but but, that freaking stairs is OMFG tall and narrow! and it's not that slanted, so it just looks as if it's 90degree. Argh. Just another fussy young girl down here! Haha. Maybe I shouldn't be so complainful. Hah.

Stop by here first! Hope the Internet people come to fix that freaking Internet as soon as possible!

popping bottle in the ice.

2011-05-19T20:18:00.003+08:00

I've been literally succumbed to blogging, if you got that.
Food blogging ain't that fun afterall. Maybe it WAS, but whenever you think it's for assignment's sake, forget bout it man! and I found it extremely hard to use those fancy terms on food. Gosh.
I'm still working on it tho.

hmm.
Out of nowhere, the partying mood seems to be kicking in. Most probably because it has been a while since I partied. I'm def not the kind of party girl, but I really do enjoy the moment chilling with my besties, be it in a kopitiam or lounges! Hehe.

Aiks, it'd be better if i give my concerns to my school assignments right now. So many of them, yet so little time. D: Have to prepare a time allocation list for nao. I need to be mentally organized, if only I could.

Needless to say, yay, i dropped 2.5kgs. (put in extra small size so people wont go like "why yr blog say you dropped 2.5kg, but still look so fat? Then I'll say, ~~screw your big asshole!~~) Anyway! You know how merry can it be when you stand on the weighing scale and it points to some number which your not expecting.
But my body shows no significant slim down. uhm. probably it still needs to take another few weeks. whatever la. I'm just happy :) Haha. At least I'm more motivated to undergo even more intensive dieting plan. :D lol. sounds like a masochist. wtf.

No matter how, thanks to this

Mocha Coffee!

ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Coffee helps you to lose weight?
Yes. It somehow works. Really. haha. it shows effect (as in drop in weight figures) faster than herbalife. ps, I'm not a traitor. :P (not too sho if it just temporarily gets rid of the excessive water in my body or what larh.)

And just so happen, I'm a coffee lover, so I really do enjoy drinking this thing.
It comes with small sachets, so you just have to drink one sachet per day. As easy as drinking 3-in-1 milo :D

So i actually googled about its contains, and I know this thing called L-Carnitine is actually the main ingredient which helps to reduce our body weight. It suppress your appetite and enhance fat-burning. *hmm, sounds good* but no joke, I lost my appetite everytime I drank this.

Haha. Don't know why,I'm so obsessed with sliming products. It may harm my health, but I'm not giving a single damn about it. haha.

One last pic of myself. I've been sued for being too vain. lol. but nobody blardy cares. :D

Ciao :D

:)

2011-05-16T23:20:00.001+08:00

謝謝你的美好，我永远不会忘掉：）

To all the trolls. :D

2011-05-14T14:28:00.005+08:00

Urgh. Singapore weather has been a bitch lately. It can be extremely hot at the morn' and big storming/thundering comes right after.
Aw man. I'm just feeling kinda sketchy over it. It was like, creepy doomsday! lol, that's apparently the only word pops upon my mind when I see odd occurence these days. haha.

Anyway, that doesn't really matter, as long as these cool breeze keep! All I wanted is plainly a pleasant weather to carry on a normal daily routine of mine. Besides, I have too little time to put my occupied brain in such a trivial matter. Likewise, I can barely blog nor tweet like how I used to, lol, maybe some of you still find me spamming. :x

Talking on spamming, uhm, no hard feeling ol-right? I was just thinking, if some of you may, uhm, just stop MASS RT-ing love quotes? It starts, somehow, annoyed me. D: I'm totally fine with some of the romantic RTs, but those sad love quotes fear me a little at times. *whining* I'm just saying, if you could just cut a little weeny bit down the RT frequency.

And Yea, other than that, I'm seriously pissed with guys/boys who rant 24/7 in twitter. You make yourself look like a sissy douchebag ya know? Why are you making such a big deal over such an obnoxious stuff? You've to rant bout how bitchy your mum gets, people around you get and etc etc. Oh mai gosh, c'mon, this world is full of so many other stuff for you to put into concerns, stop bitching and get a life! You got to have your dick cut and I'll no longer judge you through your rants! :D Just one more, literally to guy who constantly tweets about sex or any dirty things. dammnit, we are not interested at all, if you're really that good, why are you still here, being sucha no life dick?

Oh well, if you insisted to keep on trolling like a ~~bitch~~, rephrasing, whimp, *lol, it doesn't sound good either*, go ahead, cause' what you'd end up is, YOUR SUCK AT LIFE :DDDD

I found a pretty hilarious pic. Hahaha.

LMAO. this suits you too much. Gosh. hahaha.

Highlighted : NEVER EVER CALL YOUR PARENTS A BITCH, think twice, who are you then? *facepalmss* Learn to be grateful towards whatever granted by your parents, stop complaining bout how your parents supposed to treat you.

OH YEAH GUYS, Please do me a favour. I have a school assignment which is about food blog, I'll probably start a food blog together with my friends soon. And the project worth 30%, it matters sooo much to me, please do visit and leave whatever shitty comment if your free. :D

YAY, imma have spize as my dinner tonight, *tears of joy* I need some good food to nourish my dull yet busy life.

Bye peeps. Have a joyous weekend. love ya :DD

What's in my mind tells you what's in your mind.

2011-05-10T20:03:00.005+08:00

Hey there, howdeh? going too well or the other way round?

uhm..it's burning hot nowadays, not only in Singapore, I guess all over the world. Temperature has risen up high. Everyone is yelling madly, in twitter, facebook or any other social networks.

And somehow, Thor heard the yells, and thereeeee, he sent the rainss to us this morning. Haha. Bear with me, me seriously haven't recovered from Thor fever, pretty much indulged in that movie, so awesome *~* And Chris Hemsworth just got me sprung, sssooooooo cute :D OOPs, ~~I think I'm wrong, Thor creates Thunder only.~~ but whatever la. hmm. Back up a little to the point, Yes, it rains finally. But the rain only lasted about 20mins or so and then it became hot again. wtf. madness. :((

By the way, take care peeps, drink more water! I'm drinking sour plum mix with water everyday :) it helps to chill your body, I suppose?

If you're one of the arses who has nothing better to do than facebooking all day long like me, you may notice that, AGAIN, the hottest video regards the bullying case hits again. These tidal waves just ain't stopped in Malaysia, why? I wonder. Is Malaysia really going to collapse? How would the government handle all these cases? Covering their mouth and lol behind? "Org Cina fight Org Cina, baiklah" like thisss? What a joke.

Why is everyone so obsessed with doing stuff like this. Bullying, filming and sharing. And Yay! I'm famous finally. Idiot shits. Can't you come up with something NEW?? Their brain cells probably migrated to somewhere else, since their owner use them on a super extraordinary rare basis.

I know right, young people are normally, uhm, 'impulsive'. Somemore, they are only 14, not even considered as young. I should say kids, in my perspective. :) I've been 14 year-old before, so I sort of know what kinda dungs are in their minds.

These girls, haha. Remind me of some other girls in my ex secondary school. Fuck shit. Self-claimed dai ga je like that, last time whenever I saw them walking opposed me, I will definitely turn my back and walk away. Got chickened out all the time. Thinking back now, it's really funny tho.
And there was also another gang of girls, which are younger than me, wtf, always threw some nasty words on me when I walked thru them. Pity ass larh me. Don't even know how I get to know them. fuck. or I should say, how they get to know me. I didn't snatch your boys nor I had said something bout you people, you know right, my class and your class. HUGE GAP in between man. How the hell would I get to know you?

So what I'm trying to say is, being the badass in the school doesn't make you look cool at all, It wouldn't even push you up a little when your out to this society! Look at what your doing now? Probably grilling hot dogs or chicken wings at the road side? or making hamburgers? *rolling eyes*

Please make up your mind, it's abudantly clear, which benefits you more, study or be a dai ga je! THINK!

Aiyer. I don't know why, I went so beyond of my context. haha. but somehow these memories are way too good to be recalled, esp at my age right nao. awww. sounds awful. haha.

Anyway, why is there a predictor in Taiwan saying that Taiwan is going to hit by the biggest earthquake ever tomorrow? which is with the magnitude of 14 and Taiwan is going to split into half. I hope it wasn't real :'(

Take care yourself at there my dear, yu shan shan!

& also everyone out there

Till then first,

toodles

Yeah Yeah Yeah

2011-05-07T15:08:00.002+08:00

*Ahem* since I'm doing quite free now, and to my deepest thought of staying away from my assignments, so I should just simply jot down a bit of my whereabouts.

I haven't taken my breakfast nor lunch. Yay! I like it when my stomach is empty and ~~flat~~, okay, to be honest, it isn't. but who cares? as if people going to fling off your clothes when your walking on the street. haha.

Okay, whatsoever. :P my hands are numbed. I'm not joking. My fingers, my abs and everything, they seem to be weightless, all due to some hardcore exercises. Aiks. what the hell, as if I'm those chair-time spender. You're sooo wrong. I do exercise normally. Reallllyyyyyy. I jog, swim and badminton. Just that, I've learned something new recently! Yesssssssh, I danced! Sorry I mean I "dance" together with my little sis at home, blasting music and dance. hahaha. Sound funny, or it's indeed funny. :3

lol, seriously, I'm a pure noob dancer. I can't dance, just have difficulties at moving my body together with the rhythm. Uhmm. I didn't dance since I was primary 6! wth, so far from now. But thank godness, I have an ex-choreographer to guide me along. hahaha. I dance just because I found it more interesting if compare to other exercises, I sweat hella much. Muahaha. That's the part I love the most, seeing your sweats dripping like pipe water.

By the way, don't think I'm going to dance for the next few days, I can't even bend my knee so stretch my hands. -____-''

Oh yea, before it wipes off from my mind, I cooked yesterday. Tamatoes fried egg and soy sauce chicken. Whoa. damn yummy loh! but the rice chao tar. Can't be blamed, there's not even a rice cooker here, so I used pot instead. haha. My sis had her responsibility in seaweed soup. btw, it tastes soo nice too! All of them! :DDD

No pic for that, cause they looked rather disorder or fugly. Ha, but you people will never know how yummy was that. *don't judge the book by its cover* but I know most of you judge! So just to protect my masterpieces and also my self-confidence, no pic no pic :)

I've been a camwhore freak lately, I camwhore sooo much, consider a lot eyyy? Proly I think ~~I'm becoming prettier.~~ hahahaha. that was a joke. cos camwhore together with someone else is fun. You'll less likely to notice a new DP for me previously,but now, a lot more lohhhh. That's solely because camwhoring alone is damn boring, I have my sister with me, how glad to have her here.

Good thing is meant to be shared. lololol. hahaha :p

Fat cheeks. D: hahaha.

Brown hair appears! lol. The hair dyer somehow works, under certain lightning effects. pfft

I love this pic soooo much, but it turns out people like my other pic more. hmm

Mother's Day tmrw. Awww. Mum should be soooo sad that her 2 little lovely daughters are away from her. Don't worry mum, we will buy you a big pressie when we are homed. :DDDD this is a promise! Hope my bro does a good job for the celebration anyway.

Finally! update !

2011-05-04T19:44:00.002+08:00

*long exhaled* Another pending post. I've been doing terribly busy recently, it's so impossible for me to multi-tasking like y'know. Althou I wished I could have more time revamping this dead blog.

Alright alright, your had my words on my previous blog for an update about the 4 HONGKONG celebrities. Okay dokey, here we go.

Just fyi, I'm truly deeply madly in love with them just because I'm a TVB drama buff. =D Owh man, *melted* they are sooo adorable. look at their abs. *scream* What a shame, why didn't they strip off or whatever. Gaaaah.

Talking about guys, I adore Hong Kong style guys so much,*angmohs still rank the first* they are more to mature, man and yummy-looked type. Altho some of them have the so-called bad guy/playboy looks, but still. :DDD. uhm...Taiwans are way too fascinating for me.

So my sis and I got prepared so early during that day, make ups, dressed up, I even curled my hair for christ's sake. Helding a hope that my idols would take a look on me, or maybe shining outta the crowd! LOL. You know right, every opportunity makes a big turn over, sometimes. USHER foreseen justin's talent, maybe someday this fortune just gonna fall to me, and you'll eventually see me acting inside TVB series. Yessh. dream big people :DD Oh well, I'm just saying :P

Back to the point, yes. we were all done,

make up[ticked]

dress[ticked]

perfume[ticked]

hairdo[ticked]

Waited eagerly. Finally we reached, why did it take extraordinaryly longgg for us to reach?! heck. By the way, managed to find our seats, considerably near I suppose? and I was sitting with my backbone straight thru out the whole concert, just to have a good peek on my beloved :D. I was anticipating something more, like a chance to get up the stage? hug bosco or just something else?! rather than just sitting there. :( but why? things came out to be sooooo disappointing.

Okay I think I've been writing too much craps. See the photos and you'll know

I looked nerd. pfft. I was just playing with sis's spec. ignore my very messy bed!

Soo many banners!

If I told you, I was in HK, would you believe? :p so hk feel can!

4 heroessss babeeeh

Ron ROn RON! He's naughty. :p

still, ron!

And there came------bosco! *high pitch screaming* please lor, the dances don't look good at all! I can do better. So easy, just have to touch his body. :3

I was mad jealous. Why?! I raised my hand sooo high, why didnt you see me? instead you chose her? :'( He gave her minnie mouse and flower and dedicated a song for her. wtf wtf!!!!

Kevin Tang. He has the most fans. Everybody was screaming for him you know.

and I just realized, he's really talll!!

See! ALL CHICKS. x.x

A lil souvenir from the concert :P

And I ate a big plate of nasi lemak when I got home. I was mentally tired and also physically. :( sad.

Hahaha.
wanted to upload a video while Ron was performing. but took me soo long! perhaps next time I'll upload for ya. :D

Something irrelevant, just so happen it comes across my mind :D
Fruitssssss! my body needs more fruits.

muaahaha. My dessert after my dinner. Pretty fresssh! bye people

Born day of you :)

2011-04-30T13:36:00.003+08:00

Another long weekend, that's the thing I love the most, so you won't be like counting, OMG, today's is saturday, boring sunday tomorrow and there, Monday blue comes after.

I'm impressed by my productivity. I've done my research part on one of my assignment which dues next month. That's unusual. But there are 4 more assignments' queuing up. FMY3L. (fuck my year 3 life). It's gonna be harsh and busy year. Probably I'd have less time doing updates sorta stuff but on the other hand, slogging with my studies. *which sounded bullshits* But really, imma work extremely hard to hit a CGPA of 3.8 or higher.

Latest her. Cool right :D

Before it is too late, yes, a short post for my beloved bestie, chew wan xin! It was her 21st birthday 2 days back, and I'm so so so sorry for this pending post. kinda down with time. Forgive me, will you? :p

Didn't know your hair was that long already, ur bald look still in my mind. wtf. hahahha. Sorry for zin's friend, cos I cropped her out. ;3

Finally, your turning 21st. What a shame, we didn't get to celebrate our birthdays together with each other :(

So I'm dugging out one epic old pic that we took.

I enlarged this pic, it looks patheticly small. But it gets blurrer. haha.

Pretty freshie look huh? this was me when I was form 2 if i'm not wrong!
She's the one at the right side, another bestie of mine, lee hui at the middle :D

Yes we went to the same primary school and secondary school. I just love her for no reason. She's normally the one I shared most of my ups and downs. Whenever I'm down, she'd be there like 24/7 for me kinda friend, you know that? :) She doesn't mind to call oversea burning her hp credits just to hear me cry. Awesome, isn't she?

I miss her like HELLA much. :( Haven't seen her since last year. We often got different holidays! Geeez.

YAY, something brighten up my day, i'm soo sooooo looking forward to tonight's concert! My idols are coming to Singapore and they will be performing at Sentosa. I'm gonna hunt you down Bosco Wong, and lets have a longggg wet kiss. Hahaha. Kidding with the last part.

More updates soon :D

p/s: people passed but I appreciate those who choose to stay :D

Weekend! :)

2011-04-24T16:35:00.007+08:00

School has started for a week. Nothing special really happened. Just some grouping issues have really kept me bothered. Durh. Seriously don't feel like bringing up. but I'm really quite pissed at some selfish fellows. Dang!

pfft. :(
Surprisingly, I've finished my school works. Sound pretty progressive huh? YEAH. this is normally for the first few weeks of school ONLY. I guess.

Let's bring things up a little. Woots. My fully spent weekend.
Not gonna type it in words, perhaps photos do the job.
Heaps of photos ahead.
Randomly taken.

p/s: bear with my vainity. :b

Bracelet from my bestie. Soo pretty! OMG. love her. =3

These are basically what made up my awesome weekend. Gotta go for swimming now! Bye peeps. :) Have a good monday! :)))

Squeezing update!

2011-04-18T00:11:00.003+08:00

It's not about the money money money,
We don't need your money money money,
We just wanna make the world dance,
Forget about the price tag,
Ain't about the cha-ching cha-ching,
Ain't about the ba-bling, ba-bling.

Owwwh. this is irrelevant :D Just a random song I'm listening right now! Sorta in love with this song. hehe.

I know MIRIANS, I mean ALL SARAWAKIANS are kinda overwhelmed by the election yesterday or a week back. To be frank, I don't really give a damn about who win or lose. As in, it isn't like we are all going to die if either party won the election. But those facebook's posts are real irritating, flooding my news feeds only larrrrhh. GEEEZZZ.

I found that people are absurd!! :( Few weeks back then, it was all bout the murderer case, now DAP slash BN, wondering what's next? hmm.

Whatever, now it's over. So let's get back to your own life dudes.
So am I. hehe.

Went to have Sushi with my sis todaaeee. Finally!!! it's been a while. SALMONS ARE SIMPLY LOVING *nom nom* :)))

After sushi, felt a lil bit stuffed, so we walked around the shopping malls ! To my deepest down, I wasn't in any Fuckin' intention to shop! *YEA RIGHT!* hahaha. but I shopped at LAST, something worse, I even persuaded my sis to buy one just to cover up my guiltiness. Holyshit. I can possibly die with the left over pocket money. lol.

YAY, birkenstock babeeeeh :3

You all must be like "Ewwww, are you kidding me? Only old people wear that!" But trust me, it looks all GOOD if my foot was there. lol. hahahaha

Left is mine, right my sis'

Spot any diff? :P

Nice right? I TOLD YA. I never lie. hehehehe :B

Haiyo. You know what. I'm just having this thought of not going to my first lesson tmrw.It eff' starts at 8am!!! WTF.
School reopens tmrw and I'm skipping already. AM I HOPELESS? EESSSH. Don't care la, don't think lecturer or tutors are that mean to take attendance for the first weeek.

Sadddded. Ciao first. night night! :)

Imitation fail or success? :p

2011-04-12T03:02:00.003+08:00

Some people say I somehow resemble Michelle Phan a.k.a Ricebunny. lol.

Just fyi, she's a makeup guru on youtube!
Uhm, maybe some parts of me look like her *when lights off* haha. or *when you stand 10km away from my photos*

Trying out some of her make up tutorials today, which obviously failed.

I think this pic looks like her. Hahaha. but when it's in extra small size. :p

And this is how she looks!

That's just another fuss. take it easy!

2011-04-10T23:40:00.003+08:00

No why, just feel to drop by here and crap up a bit.

*Sigh* I'm undergone mad moodswing, so I better make myself disappear for a while before I mess up
Like, I don't know what's wrong with myself. asdfffassdsfsf.

Proly sch's reopening add in a little fuss

And things happened a little here and day, which, apparently I don't know what.

And I was freaking happy with my life without facebook. I just kind of dislike facebook. Even have the thought of deleting it. or maybe create a new one.

lol. sounded so UNCOOL. I know right. but. I'm seeing people that I don't like everytime I refresh my news feeds

You all must be thinking "delete them la, what's so hard" OKAY, i'd def CAN'T WAIT to do it IF I COULD. I've deleted few of the ah lians ah bengs already.Okay, even hide posts from them can't help. I tried it before.

NOW, i know I appear to be very hard, unfriendly or whatever shit it calls. I admit, I AM. I just don't see a point for me to greet someone that I don't even know what's more with someone that I don't even like, right?

Now that I'm the badass, care or not? It was the biggest lie if I say no.

Just like how my mum always reminds me of my "unfriendliness". LOL. It can't be blamed what. I'm borned this way. haha. blame the genes!

I'm just way too suck in using friendly language, somemore there's an fawesome friends making tool available right there- just a finger press, y'know.

"Ni hen ke ai/nap neh"

"Ni yao geng wo zuo peng you mer, wo shy qu liao lorrrr"

*goosebump*

Just learn, I realized talking thru this way helps you win people's heart. what do you think? lol. I'd be soooooooo grateful, if you people could just type it in english or chinese. it's so eff' hard to read you know, and kinda annoying to be true. lol. I know it's non of my efff' business, i'm not restricting people typing this way, i was just saying, IF you could.

But bo bien, that's the way xiao mui mui nowadays communicates with people.

NOW, am I MEAN + MEAN = HOPELESS MEAN? hahahaha. The other reason people might think so becos I'm ranting it away in such a public place. If I were to make you all think I'm good, I could may as well blog something like

"I went out with some new friends today, I think they are really nice. I love being their friend, I hope our friendship last until we are all dead and buried.. blah blah"

or maybe this

"Today, I'm so happy because when I was shopping, I saw xxx, and she greeted me, I greeted her too, so we are happily ever after"

GOT IT? I could probably blog every positive thing, so undoubtedly, people would have instilled in positive thoughts of me already. Why am I still so stupid to blog something that trigger hatred from others? Ish.

AND I KNOW, It's also not like fucking hard for me to put on a decent smile. I tried, but what I got in return, that person just snubbed me and walked past. WTF. You don't even appreciate it, what for I do it more.

lol. ending, I'm not a VERY APPROACHABLE person, but I'm approachable most of the time :D

I'm passive. I'm learning to be good only to people which I think they are sincerely good.

I'm a freaak. :(

2011-04-02T15:09:00.003+08:00

I'm currently sims addicted. lol. like maple addicted before, now sims3 addicted, again? No no no. We need no goddamn real cash for the sims3, that tell the huge differences. :O

So I guess I'll leave my blog for a while? depends! :b Thanks my babe who lends me sims3 and helps me to install!

I can play like whole day, aint kidding, with no food or drink. What's facebook, what's twitter?Idk! :3 Woots. Who knows I might lose few KGs? Better be better be. tsk.

But the only thing keep me worrying is my laptop. Gaah. Hope it doesn't get burned! The heat can kill. lol. Pleaseee please please keep moving, my lappie's fan!

Took a few screenshots of my sims house. Credit to myself. That's how my dream house looks like! I used 2 freaking days to finish these.

Living room! Chit-chat corner! Still living room! Sleeping room! Bathroom! Kitchen!

Hmm. still left with the swimming pool, garden and party room. Probably takes up another day again. OMG. haha. whatagoodtimekiller. *prayhard* I wish I could have that much money to build my own house in the future.

Have you lost your humanities?

2011-04-01T00:06:00.002+08:00

Don't you think puppies/pets are sooooo uberly cute?

Hais, but to my greatest dissapointment, there are actually people in this world abusing animals. I don't know what's in they minds like literally, are they really sick inside? Just got so unbalanced inside out. What do they think? They think it's funny? It's NOT EVEN FUNNY I TELL YOU! or do they think it's somewhat tool to gain popularity? Fuck off please! zzzz. Lemme tell you how, ATTENTION WHORE, take a knife and start cutting yourself, video down every single proccess. I can ensure that you'll be the talks of the whole world soon!!

There's plenty, I mean hella much of vids you can see from youtube about animal abusing! Even facebook, people are sharing these kind of videos. I've never watched one of them. It's so cruel and saddening. So please, whoever read my post and your one of my facebook friends, please stop sharing these kind of vids, sharing these vids are just helping those sickos to gain popularity, this is what they want for, achieving high hits on their video! SO stop it! TYVM!

Well, It's okay if you dislike pets, or you got freak out by pets badly, but please, never EVER thinking of abusing them. Do you ever stop down and think of how do you feel if your being abused by someone else? THINK NOW!

Idk lar, I show more sympathy toward animals if compare to human. I think I can accept more if a human is being abused, but if its a pet, aww gawd! YKR, humanity somehow got polluted already, but pets, they are so pure, they know nothing! How could people bear to do these?!

To my very own experience, I actually witnessed a car which knocked down a dog few days ago; The situation goes this way: I was on my way for my early breakfast with my ai ren and poh lim, when I drove on a narrow road, I saw few stray dogs were at the road side, so with no doubt, I slowed down.

Then I saw one of the dog was trying to cross the road, so I just stopped and waited for it to cross, god knows, the car at the opposite way just don't bother much to stop not even fucking deccelerate his fucking car, to be specific, a white wira, and he just drove through the dog like nothing has happened!!!

I fucking saw that dog was being hit badly and rolled under the car!!! This is sooo goddamnit mad! Do you know how bad do I feel? How I wish I could stop that car, but I can't!!!! I felt so guilty, maybe I shouldn't have let that dog cross the road in the first place. Or maybe..... I don't know. I'm just thinking I should do something for that dog. But the fact is, I can do nothing, but instead, cursing that driver. Durhh. of cos this is not morally accepted larh. But I don't eff' care!!!! These people should just die in gazillion ways, choked dead by water, foods etc. Or maybe got crashed by car when they walk down on street, burned when they cook, suffocated when they sleep, slipped down, banged their head and die instantly when they bath or in any unexpected way. PLEASE GO AND DIE!!!!! We don't need rubbish in these world, your existence is just bringing the world more troubles!

Haiya, my mood just went so wrong that time, luckily ai ren & pl were just right in time to calm me down, else I really coudlnt even concentrate driving. Sad case. If I ever know who's that dude, Imma hire people to beat him to death! I'm dead serious with this! :((

So conclusion, there's so little we can do! Cursing but we won't know when does the curse work. If you ever saw someone or suspect your neighbors are committing these acts, please, please act responsibly to make a report to police. I'm not joking. Thank you!

just can't get enough :(

2011-03-30T14:32:00.002+08:00

Urgh. I'm pissed at my inefficiency. but who cares? D:

I just can't help from procrastinating especially when I say I will do it soon. Haha. So it's far better for me not to give a single shit promise about the next updates and perhaps I can do it real soon. Weird mindset. lol.

So this is all about my outings and some random photos taken everywhere, anytime.
Had my dinner with my girls at Mr.Ho fine foods. Woots. I love their drop-dead delicious food. It was my 3rd time been there. Haha. Laugh at me bah! :p So I acted like a retard and took photos of every corner. wtf. But of course ain't gonna post them up, else it will take ages for you people scrolling throughout the page and looking at some bore-to-death photos.

Yo, let's get this started :)

All the shot-steal photos. Blah.

Simply love the wines rack. It enhances the sophistication. Makes me feel so much like telling the waitress "One lafite 78 please!" Then I guess the waitress probably gone stunt. :3 Okay, the fact is, if they really could place this order, I'd have no $$ to pay for it too. haha. And I don't drink wine.

We went to chill at celebrities later on. But it seemed so dead that night. idk why :-O

The other day, I went foot massage too. At somewhere near pelita. If I'm not mistaken, the shop called "Vspa" or something do with V one. can't really remember! Absolutely not those "black shop". haha

I tried out the thailand style reflexology. They offer 2 kinds, which is Chinese and Thailand. Wanna try chinese one next time.

And it costs only Rm38 (1hr)for the foot massage. It's cheap if compare to some other places. know what, after the massage, I slept frigging 12 hours that day. So nice to sleep. So city people, what are you waiting for? Stop torturing yourself and relax!

The day after, went for k session with sim poh lim. Haha. Awyho comprises of 13 members, and I could only get 1 person to go with me. so pathetic. everyone's so busy. :'( But yea, it seems just enough for both of us. Cos we sang until our voices went hoarse.

Okay. bye!

Yo :P

2011-03-26T09:20:00.004+08:00

So unusual me to be up at this early hour.
Up for yesterday's big news of course, but just realized I got no newspaper at home. D:
Shall wait for mum and read for me this afternoon. XD

Know what? I've removed my shoutbox. Cause I'm so ~~kiasu~~ . Maybe I'm just way stubborn to listen others. :x Apart from that, you know like when your playing some kind of shooting games? Take L4D as example, the zombies will always beat you because they tend to hide at somewhere and attack you whenever they wanted, and there "GAME OVER" appears without knowingly.
But my friend says it's some sort of achievements when you got hatred comments ley, cause it means the post impacts them. Whatever la. I don't really care if I impact someone who I didn't even know who that person is. with boobs or with balls.

For those asking what happened, lemme tell you :p
Just a fellow who got offended by my previous post larh. not really a big deal. Maybe some points of me just hit him/her (see?! Don't even know his/her identity)

Well, I think I got some points there you know, only if the post wasn't written by me. That's so so so unfair!!! Doens't mean I own certain stuff and you can doubt the truth.

This fellow who claims her/himself as "someone" is very interesting.
He/she can even list out what I got, even a swatch brand watch. Holy shit. Eventho I didn't use it for like a year plus. Hmm. Must be someone who really close to me, yet so far :p Or maybe someone who stalks me for pretty long! I dare you to show up your identity! Hahaha.

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2011-03-25 6:34 PM#
Someone~: Before pointing on others, pls point to urself first pls~ u carry miu miu or Chanel bag, wear Armani t-shirt, with Chanel necklace and sunnnies,
Someone~: Swatch watch on hand and Wear Tods shoes..take iPhone, what else again ar? People are pursuing branded, but u r only pursuing quality??

Almost BINGO for all. I bet he/she could even tell what's my undies' brand as well, literally! D:

Actually I shouldn't have brought up this topic, but just to avoid that fellow asking "Heck, where the hell is the chatbox, I want comment lar!"

Just incase he/she didn't see my reply just now, I replied "Haha. alright alright. thank for reminding me that. :O"

p/s: maybe he/she doesn't understand the meaning of the post because he/she hasn't meet such people.

完全没有一竹竿打死整船人的意思，只不过看不顺眼有些人开口闭口都是名牌。你有不代表别人想知道。 thank you!

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I'm so so excited, finally an outing with my girls! I've been waiting for so long! Gonna pick up them up at around 6pm and dine at Mr. Ho!

Gotta take a lot of pictures! Will update it in the next post. I'll be more productive! I swear! :P

Last but not least, regarding the terrifying news yesterday, rest in peace girl. Eventho we may not know each other, but sincerely feel the deepest sympathy toward you. Bad people will get what they deserve. Just like what my ai ren told me " Karma will do its job". yi lu hao zhou!

Are you the one?

2011-03-24T22:49:00.002+08:00

[ 是你穿名牌，还是名牌穿你？]

I believed many of you have pretty much heard of this chinese phrase. I'm not doing too good in the translation anyway. So, I guess it's just a phrase reminding everyone out there who lives over branded goods to make a clear mind bout which comes first. Don't be defined by what you wear, instead, the other way round!

Never ever let the brands rule over you.

For what I've known, people nowadays are getting more and more obsessed with branded stuffs. Not only accessories, bags, outfits, they go for branded gadgets too. As for phone, hell yeah, apple is always the first choice, if they're finacially capable.

Imho, people purchase luxury normally for the status they confer. Some of them are plainly afraid to death for being lost out, somewhere. You know right? Just being superbly kiasu. What others have, they must have too, it's sort of like.. uhm.. ~~life~~ product cycle? idk.

Do you know which place has the most people carrying branded bags in Miri? Lemme tell you, it's in da club! If some of you been there before, provided your observant enough! You can merely see every hot chick's or EVEN DUDES with balls carrying LVs or Guccis. Why? Partly because they are ~~shallow.~~ Rephrasing. I mean they are absolutely compete over one another in they deepest heart. They would dress like whatever shits that'd potentially makes them become the brightest star of the night.
Believe me or not? You shall have a look! :)

I won't be saying that I don't love branded bags. Ironically, Me too, bring branded bags to club. It's true branded bags have certain quality, usability and all. But ya know, I'm so ill with people who are over, over I mean OVER OBSESSED with named products. Still don't get me right? A picture will tell.

Look at this boi. *rolling eyes*
This photo is still okay, reason being I couldn't find a real brand whore through googling.
But you know what? I've seen people wearing, gucci cap, gucci hoodies (*take note: it's with gucci logos printed everywhere), gucci belt, gucci shoes, gucci bag or maybe a gucci sunnies inside the train.
OMFG. Are you kidding me? Like, first thing came to my mind was "is gucci paying you for doing this free ads?" *fainted* you must be very proud to dress like a clown and walk on the street. If your really that gucci addicted, please wear it seperately laarh!

This makes you outstanding not because of the thang that you've put on your bodeh, it's the matter of how much effort you've put thru to make people thing your rich. And sorry for the fact that, rich people need no effort.

*pull back from the reality*
Alright, likewise, in Miri, I see people doing so too. Of course they don't do it so high profile-ly.
Take for example, when I was stalking one girl's photos via fb, I saw her, let's say wearing.. uhm.. a ralph lauren polo tee. Then the caption goes, " I love this clothes very very much!!!" Isn't this just some tactics to lead people to look at your fucking cloth? Why don't you just say, "hey look at my rl tee, I used RM600 to buy this!" Remember tag with price!

Aww. I've seen people rant about how much they crave for certain brands too. Well, it's good to share your desires with people, but too much of it is seriously a no-no.

People rant "OMG, xxx bags is so awesome!" or maybe "I want these bags, these shoes "

SO SHALLOW!

Don't feel offended please. Cause I'm just pointing to a particular person i've met.

Just for my info, that person doesn't own a single stuff from that brand, but how could he/she define the word "awesome" for that brand? Maybe they can't even answer you the price range when they're asked. It comes down with only 2 reasons:

"#1.Because everyone says it's awesome, so I say so too loh!" or

"#2. Nolar, when I rant more, people would think I'm some rich dudes too!"

I'm not being nasty to critic. But you really make me feel that you're trying to express your wealth thru all your words.

I respect people who really yearn for branded goods, but it'd just be good if you could talk lesser.

Tell you what, something more ridiculous, I met people who asked me to guess about the value of goods which he had put on at that moment. And stupidly I answered "i don't know, maybe few thousands?" Then proudly he said, "Over 10k".

I could have sucker punched his face that time okay, or kick his fucking balls. Idiots. I don't know why do these people even exist in this world!!!

Sigh.

Just don't being over obsessed by branding as opposed to appreciating the quality!

Till then. Ciao first! goodnight people!